have you ever looked back on your life with a new context that makes you realize there are things you can't un-know now that you see them in that context? i've been thinking about my life before i went nuts and i see signs and meanings even in the memories that i didn't pay mind to back when they happened

every time my reasoning attempts to second-guess the spooky schizo shit, that sort of reflection acts as a permanent reminder of the schizo context

https://youtu.be/YXwYJyrKK5A

>>40977439
good night fren

>>40949648
>I made a schedule based on the Chinese Zodiac
that's pretty cool, it gives what you are doing spiritual significance. i don't schedule anything, i can't even keep a normal sleep schedule so i just let the whims of the spirits dictate what happens usually

sometimes i just play games to space out, but usually even when i'm playing them i'm picking up synchronicities. the ride never ends

https://youtu.be/IOrKYzOGzg0