I also want to say this, those of you warning others about me is truly evil. I'm trying to be a better person and keep my demons at bay and I want a chance to meet someone. If you don't even see that I'm trying to change for the better and just keeping my as "a villain". I think that speaks more to your character about not even trying to see any good in anyone. That's truly bitter to me.
I don't know how else to say it, I'm genuinely trying to be a better man