>tfw getting a divorce

Im not quite 30. Im 28 and a half. I feel like I wasted the entirety of 20s on a girl I now have no feelings for. She was a NEET all 5 years of marriage. Then she came out as trans a year ago, got on testosterone and turned into a completely different person. We were trying to stay friends but I did something a few years ago ill regret for the rest of my life that I didn't think much of at the time I came on her in her sleep the guilt from that drives me crazy. She moved to new york with her trans friends a few months ago and she's cutout all contact with me. Its been rough. Even though im not romanticly into her anymore she was my best friend. Id always tell her what vidya i was playing and she'd pretend to care.

Thinking about trying online dating but im kind of enjoying the single life. I live with my parents and don't have to pay a dime to live here. Most of my money goes towards saving or upgrading my PC. Work is pretty tedious and im usually too tired to play much. Have tomorrow off though.

Been playing hollow knight on my steam deck in anticipation for silksong tomorrow. Not sure if I should drop it or not and jump right into silksong when I wake up.

I have some 7oh I plan on taking to get nice and comfy. Don't have anything going on tomorrow. My therapist is taking the week off so I don't have any appointments.

Minus the guilt eating away at me ive been doing ok.