>>33898775
become a passenger in your own body and let your inner turmoil sort itself out. nothing that you really can do except trust yourself and your body to resolve this situation and return you to a harmonious state in reality.
it helps to wear sunglasses. i wear sunglasses and hoodies and sit in chairs and think about how im unknowable to myself while pictures of people ive seen die flash in my head. it helps to wear sunglasses.