I feel like I’m being left behind, stagnant and morose like a withered old mammoth being left behind by their herd. Which is to say, I feel so stuck and pathetic while all of my peers and friends are getting started with the next chapter of their lives and meanwhile I’m in the same spot I’ve been at for years now. It feels like nothing I’ve tried has moved the needle for me, and I’m honestly so scared that I’m just a retard who doesn’t know it yet.
