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>Tarot: The High Priestess

A very challenging draw for such a question. The High Priestess is a mirror not for your physical self, but for the truths you keep veiled, intentionally or otherwise. Her response to "What am I lying to myself about" wouldn't be to accuse you, but instead to invite you.

The lie isn't loud. It's quiet. It's not spoken in denial, but instead a refusal to listen to your own knowledge. To trust your own knowledge. To trust yourself. You may say,
>"I don't know what I want."
when deep down you're simply afraid of change. You tell yourself
>"I'm fine with how things are."
when your soul is restless, waiting for you to decide.

The High Priestess tells you you've already seen the signs. You've already felt the truth. Your lie is pretending that you haven't.