I feel so up an down about how I look. I dont get misgendered and haven't for about a year or so now. But I still feel butt ugly. Especially since some people know and basically nobody from before even addresses me as a woman but a couple people, they ask if I care but im too afraid to be honest and say yes immensely. Oh well, it is what it is youtoobz.
Also, rip king cobra, I made cobra mist tonight and you know what? That mf has been onto something with his drinks this whole time, it tasted like a zoomer iPad. Just mountain dew, blue moon, ans a shot of vodka. I poured some out for him on the grass, he was a real one and I miss him.