I moved in with some people who are CONSTANTLY giving me food. And when i tell them no, or Im watching my diet, they do the
>Are you sure? X4 times
>are you positive?
>well its right here if you change your mind.
>usually give in to my gluttony
>almost every night they cook or order up feast, i eat more than i want to
>once a week we sit and eat as a family
>once a week they also go to another family across the street to eat, said person has my number and texts me expecting me to come every week, i came up with excuses the past 3 times but they dont really accept it, and offer me to send my leftovers ~3 times even after i tell them im watching my weight
>every sunday we also all hang out and eat out for lunch

This is fucking up my diet. They are helping me get on my feet financially so i dont want to feel like Im blowing them off and just be secluded in my room. But I cant sit down and eat so many times a week. I cant keep fighting them everyday denying food 10 times. I already struggle eating too much so having to deal with people offering me so much causes me to fuck up.

Its also causing me just think about food too much. When i was losing weight its when i could count my calories with pre packed food, and not think about food most days. Just eat my little meals and be done with it. I dont want to be mean but i think im going to have to just get more strict. But i feel bad.