>be me, 18yo mtf 1y hrt
>porn addict since im 9yo; i masturbate around 5 times a day for the last 6 years
>this fucks my mental health and my sexuality
>im starting to touch grass and i need to stop masturbating because this takes so much time and i have responsibilities now
>even after 1 year on hrt my libido is still cripplingly high

How do i stop masturbating, is there any drug that fucks my libido? i already tried to use a chastity cage, but it hurts and i dont have anybody to give the key to.