I am in my fourth semester of electrical engineering and I am so fucking scared of not getting a job afterwards. I was a NEET for 6 years after high-school, worked at a grocery store on weekends for like just over a year but otherwise I just sat around at home doing nothing.
I came clean with my parents and they are funding my college experience now. I am not really successful (grades are mediocre) and I will graduate a few semesters late. I didn't even apply for an internship because I am just scared of rejection. I am so deathly afraid of not getting a job later, I am almost throwing up at the thought of writing an application and resume.
What do I do here?