I'd be fine with having the fetish desu but just indulging in pornography and nothing else ever is making me want to kys.

Dont even need sex id just like to be around people in some way.
I'm at the point where getting cucked would be considered an upgrade because thus far i'm just in a limbo.

>Be me
>Working with 2 middle-aged guys
>They keep bringing up how awesome beating kids is
>Like a lot
>More than two dozen times this month alone
>?
>We're eastern euro so they got the shit kicked out of them while young ofc
>Realize that they can never possibly be against beating kids because if they ever were then it'd mean they got their asses kicked in for absolutely no reason
>One of them has a kid he almost never mentions and a borderline junkie sister with a bpd daughter who almost got her thrown in jail
>The other keeps mentioning how he'd love to start a family but got cucked a month before the wedding fifteen years ago and so he doesnt believe in marriage or having kids anymore
>I was personally physically disciplined but it just made me misbehave more
>I could get spanked or hit with the iron part of the belt to the point of bleesing and id still go do the same
>Eventually started physically fighting with my parents whenever theyd whip out the belt and so they gave up not wanting to have to do actual real violence.

I dont know if theres any point im trying to make other than fuck boomers.

>>33897431
>ASL
20/M/Washington
>About
No longer a teen as of the 14th, which means I don't have time to fuck around anymore. I'm 69.69 inches tall (not a joke) and have blue eyes. My hair was blonde when I was a boy but turned light brown as I got older. I grew up relatively poor with my mom and sister and have very traditional values about men, women, and society. I am a white nationalist and do not mind if you aren't, but keep in mind I will try to convert you to my side eventually. My goals in life are to become a teacher, live in japan, get married, and have kids. My friends describe me as CREEPY and people tell me I have an intimidating aura. They also rate me consistently high in terms of looks. My friends and I believe I may be a sociopath, so I apologize in advance if I hurt your feelings. I probably don't understand what I did wrong, but I am always eager to try and mend mistakes. I get a bit clingy and jealous with my friends (which will include you) and am trying to work on that.
If I were in D.C. I would say D.C.
>Looking For
A (white) woman around my age (no younger than 18 and no older than 26 sorry) that is interested in pursuing a relationship that may one day lead to dating and eventually marriage. You have to be white (read above) and I prefer light eyes so I can pass on mine to our kids (again, read above). Otherwise I do not care what you look like. You could be 5' or 6', I do not mind. So long as you are average (5/10) and not morbidly obese I will love you no matter what.

I recognize looking for love on 4chan isn't the best place, but I'd be a fool not to at least try.

Discord: alec1488