>>41346825
you desired ejaculation more than retention. try again, you can do it! the moment you desire retention more than ejaculation you will be fine. 1 month 25 days here
>>41346838
>stress
just relaize no reason to feel that way. does not help. discard useless feelings
>>41347402
shoutout to this video, short and informative, straight to the point without gay bullshit so common these days!
>>41347590
>I pray, but not enough
i am at the point where i basically pray to God the whole time i am awake, by thinking about how HE has blessed me and how THANKFUL i am towards HIM. it makes me feel even better. like a positive feedback loop. i also did this while i was an eager wanker, always thanked God for making me able to feel such pleasure and for blessing me with a beautiful wife and healthy, strong children...
try it. you might like it aswell. when i was told a thought about God is the highest form of prayer it changed my life...
>>41347679
at around day 90 you should have a full sparmatogenesis. see PICREL