>>150156373
Pidcock is soul
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>>150109758
Absolutely rooting for him, I feel him deeply. He said sometimes it's hard walking up the stairs. I understand that. Even if you force yourself on the bike you just can't push the pedals. I'd do 15 minutes on the trainer and just completely give in, and it'd be totally exhausting.
Then when you feel like you can't push yourself and do what's needed, what is the point? Why settle for less if you can't reach your best? What is the point when you can't string a good year of training, or even a month? People take the piss but this is probably the worst illness you could possibly have because you're physically capable but the brain just will not allow it. You can't enjoy hobbies, you can't make any progress in anything. And then people just cannot fathom the situation and accuse you of laziness and weakness. You are weak in those states but it doesn't define you, you are what you are at your best. He is probably a very strong, dedicated person who's been inflicted with a hellish disorder.
>perfectionist
And this proves that, but it took me years to realise that striving for perfection and 100% is not realistic for me and then you begin to improve enormously and see small things as goals, like my meagre 300w for 10 minutes. That was elating because I hadn't trained in a year and just got back on the bike. He is on the right track. Chasing the small wins and doing what you can. I wonder if he's medicated, I'd assume so. I wonder what medications. They should get him on ADHD meds to stim him up top function even with a lower mood.
I was miserably depressed for a week now and drank 2 weak cider last night and forced myself out this morning. Feel miles better. God speed to him, he will make it. Just shows his strength of character to be in the shitter and then still try to emerge, publicly too.
Absolutely rooting for him, I feel him deeply. He said sometimes it's hard walking up the stairs. I understand that. Even if you force yourself on the bike you just can't push the pedals. I'd do 15 minutes on the trainer and just completely give in, and it'd be totally exhausting.
Then when you feel like you can't push yourself and do what's needed, what is the point? Why settle for less if you can't reach your best? What is the point when you can't string a good year of training, or even a month? People take the piss but this is probably the worst illness you could possibly have because you're physically capable but the brain just will not allow it. You can't enjoy hobbies, you can't make any progress in anything. And then people just cannot fathom the situation and accuse you of laziness and weakness. You are weak in those states but it doesn't define you, you are what you are at your best. He is probably a very strong, dedicated person who's been inflicted with a hellish disorder.
>perfectionist
And this proves that, but it took me years to realise that striving for perfection and 100% is not realistic for me and then you begin to improve enormously and see small things as goals, like my meagre 300w for 10 minutes. That was elating because I hadn't trained in a year and just got back on the bike. He is on the right track. Chasing the small wins and doing what you can. I wonder if he's medicated, I'd assume so. I wonder what medications. They should get him on ADHD meds to stim him up top function even with a lower mood.
I was miserably depressed for a week now and drank 2 weak cider last night and forced myself out this morning. Feel miles better. God speed to him, he will make it. Just shows his strength of character to be in the shitter and then still try to emerge, publicly too.