I wish I could bottom since I like the concept of being fucked by a guy, but in reality it seems like an absolute nightmare. I cant understand why anyone would bottom when you have to get fingered first (gross) and then you have to try and stay as calm as possible while a guy pounds you or else youll experience extreme agony.

I want it to be same sex

This is gonna sound pathetic, but i get really scared and nervous whenever I cut myself. Im only ever able to do cat scratches, but I want to go deeper. I just get so tense and anxious and it usually takes me multiple attempts just to get a real cut done because I keep pussying out. How do I get over this?

i only have cat scratches and i feel like such an attention seeking whore. I want to cut deeper but im too much of a coward ;-;