>>82316722
I had a gf who gave me lovey dovey unprotected sex and it was so good it changed my entire worldview. Now she's gone and every day is a struggle to not be bitter. Back to the dryspell and back to jerking off to hentai. Sometimes I get so angry I clench my hands into a fist until my knuckles turn white and I raise them above my head, but I just make a noise that's half crying half sighing and I sit back down in my chair.