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>Anons from the previous thread that went full time, how did it work for you?
>I'm really scared that if I ended up in some in-between arrangement it would just exacerbate the issue
Even in the ideal scenario with the most controlled interaction to live out my fantasies full-time, I still had to maintain a mask outside my slave life to interact with people who weren't involved in our play. There's not really a way around it because denying someone social interaction is abusive.
The thing that makes this servitude relationship work is not master's will or the threat of punishment, but rather your desire to realize your own self-image. Like the other anon said, this sort of irl full-time slavery actually gives you, as the slave, a lot of agency to make the decision to serve. My partner and I wrote our rules together, and before being punished we would usually work out if there was an issue with the rules (and often there wasn't).
It is very, very rewarding to execute the rituals that I've been mandated, and to accept discipline. By putting someone else's comfort over my own, I was actually rewarding myself.