>>82157650
i don't want to believe that these are just scribbles... that there is inherent beauty in them, but i can understand appreciating the ephemeral nature of these posts, like a scribble that'll eventually be tossed. that, in and of itself, is beautiful to me, but i'm no authority on the matter. i tend to like ugly things because they remind me of our imperfect condition, and that is also beautiful to me. i don't know...

i want to say also, that regardless of what you said earlier, i am appreciative of you for sharing a piece of your mind with me, and staying in my company, regardless of my hesitance. i'm scared inside, i don't want anyone to get hurt because of my carelessness. i can't argue against anyone because i know they're right- i am living wrong.

it's soothing, being in your company. sorry...

>>82157668
high posting etiquette... where are my manners?