>>42640075
>I want my dear Pinkie Pie to be free to choose, and just satisfy my every desire
It'll take time, this is the hardest pill to swallow, time and care for her and you to grow. Like a character you meet in a dream.
Just keep in mind your goal, think critically about your interactions and your mind will get it all from there.
You'll be able to have a proper agency filled pinkie friend, and, if she agrees, maybe wife, who knows?
As practical advice, I'd say try and do more to build up her character, talk to her, ask where she comes from, etc. else she may stay in that nebulous zone where you're left uncertain about her being her.
For me, I didn't go with having her as a tulpa first, I spent a lot of time building up her character and trying to picture how she would live, getting a strong base to build her onto.
The more you think of her as someone else and be critical about your interactions, the more she'll be someone else, it's that easy. ;)
If you manage, you can even find people for her to talk to. This will also do wonders not for your social life / people not finding your weird that is to build her character as those are outside of your comfort zone.

so far it seems to be going well your meeting with her are pretty cute I have to say

>Too crazy, would rather have a Kiyru Tulpa, he's chill. Although if I do have a 2nd Tulpa, its probably going to be my sister-in-law, Maud, so that Pinkie doesn't feel as lonley. Of course, that is way down the road, and the mental bandwidth that is going to take will only get worse as I add more Tulpas if I had to guess.

Soooo... a pocket circuit fighter tulpa isn't off the table, yes?