I know some here are sick of hearing anons say they've relapsed but I've relapsed hard after 16 days. What I mean by that is I've tempted myself to be enticed by content that isn't pornographic in nature but features sexual characteristics which leads me to an increase in sexual thoughts & by extension going on a gooning spree.

For that reason, I've decided it's best to stay away from this website & other content that drags me down to a baser level. As much as I've gathered wisdom from this site, it has led me to being distracted from tasks that I need to be completing. Not to mention the amount of unnecessary content that pops up more frequently than usual.

Yes, it's true that this thread is one of few that are considered decent these days yet I still stumble upon sexual imagery unwillingly. Call it a weakness in me to fail to deny the flesh short term pleasures that lead nowhere however I find it more difficult to abstain when bombarded by sexual content that entices my thoughts to act on abusing my body, mind & spirit.