>>76390682
Anon, if you are really this in need of handholding, I unironically recommend trying TRT first through one of the many online clinics with lax standards. You’ll get to see what training is like on a cruising dose, you won’t have to worry about the legitimacy of your gear because it’ll come from a pharmacy, and they’ll make you get regular bloodwork done. You will learn a lot, and be at no serious risk.