https://youtu.be/H1T0gtNGrpo

If I have to give ID to play gta online, that will be the truest of final straws. I may well have to effectively delete myself from the internet soon, and lay my hatchet clean into my participation in "the world". This may be a miracle however, and a blessing in disguise. Maybe this is what's needed for people like myself to truly stop wasting myself, it also helps me introspect regarding the nihilistic paradigm I've "locked in" to.

>>507052037
Perhaps. What then, is real? I'm well aware I'm a retard. I'm disjointed, and perhaps schizo sounding, which is sort of a byproduct of not being jacked in fully to any particular matrix and having built up knowledge and observations over years without a real place of discussion to tango with.

It's all such a mess that I don't see anything other than touching grass and God as real things to deal with, so outside of that it's sort of just schizobabble to amuse myself.
I'd forgive anyone who can't understand even a lick of what I'm talking about.

I'm curious what you think though.