>>2819634
Ketamine is a tranquilizer, so if you bump repeatedly, eventually you will slip into a place of complete dissociation from conventional reality. Yet I found that my physical coordination remained remarkably unimpaired, though everything looked so fucking intensified. Took a selfie and yes, I look absolutely fucking zooted. I made friends with the owners of a budget hotel in downtown Kuala Lumpur (the only one I could find where every room had a window), and they gifted me some ketamine because they were burned out on zooting themselves. I stared out my window at a city landscape with traffic that all looked as unfamiliar and unreal as if I had just teleported down from outer space. I saw a building with the logo of my dad's company, and it felt like I was spanning enormous distances of space and time with my mind's powers alone.

For weeks after those ketamine sessions, however, I stroogled with extreme boredom and disengagement with my surroundings.