If you in any capacity engage with AI in a romantic capacity you are doing inestimable damage to yourself. It will turn you into a troon.
The way that people become troons is through a psychological mechanism called an "erotic target location error". In every male brain, there is a model female that is in some way semi-autonomous and hidden from full conscious view. This serves as a feminine ideal and creates a psychological space that eventually is filled by one's spouse, and provides the man with the ability to empathise with and generally model his wife's mind. When a man experiences an erotic target location error, this feminine grows out of control and becomes the dominant motive aspect within the male brain; causing him to become a slave to a tulpa that has hijacked his psyche. This hijacking is enabled by constantly activating and feeding the female aspect while preventing its enmeshment with a real, external person, causing it to enmesh with itself, thereby becoming autonomous. One way to do this through is through porn. Another, much more dangerous way, is to use an AI to mirror the feminine ideal to a degree of perfection and fidelity that no real woman can hope to live up to.
Enjoy your programming socks and your bathtub estrogens if you go down this road.