>>713162496you're 37 and you're still worried about "embarrassing yourself in front of others who actually enjoy the same hobby"? no offense but you are way too old to be this hyperfixated on what other people think about you. just do what you want, man - no one's going to give a fuck if you're not as good at guitar as them, they'll just be happy to meet someone else who plays guitar. from your posts it kinda seems like you don't actually want a hobby and just want to make excuses for why you're doing nothing, so if you genuinely find that fulfilling then keep doing it, i guess