>>713427574 (OP)>Why all the hate? Be honest.>Be honest.Okay... I'm actually just bad.
I used to cope that you have no agency, forced 50/50 matchmaking, that a feeding botlane meant certain defeat, etc, but then I watched a friend smurf.
I'm not sure what separates us, but I believe it to be genetic. We've played LoL for about the same length of time, and we've also done reaction speed tests with each other (in-person). He's only about 9ms faster than me, yet when we actually play it's night and day.
To my great shame, I've peaked Platinum, and I am truly hardstuck there. I physically sweat in my matches and barely claw out a 51% wr, I've disabled in-game music, ambient sounds, shadows, etc, essentially as tryhard as you can be.
My friend, in stark contrast, will be (somewhat) drunk, listening to metal so loud he can't even hear pings, and just yell while collecting triple, quadras, and even pentas in games at my rank. He climbed into Diamond 1 with a 79% wr on that smurf, and is comfortable in high Master on his main. I don't understand it. It has to be genetic. The same way some people are born talented creatively, whatever it is, I wasn't born with the agency to decide games of LoL.
I watched a ton of his replays and the biggest difference between me and him is that he never chokes when it counts. Ever.
Picrel my friend at my elo.