>>713749997I felt the same way bro. I thought I was just too autistic and socially retarded to ever find love so resigned myself to being alone forever. Until one day, completely out of character, I found the confidence to ask out someone I played with in an MMO and we've been together for over 4 years now.
It turns out lots of people feel the same way as you, even women. They think since they can't be loved there's no reason to ever ask someone out, but if you can muster the confidence to tell someone how you feel about them then you can finally find someone to love.