>finally managed to get a switch 2
>talking with my dad about it and he's happy cause he knows I've been looking for a while
>we're gonna go pick it up this afternoon and I was going to try driving there myself
>mother gets absolutely shitfaced
>falls over and breaks her fucking wrist
>dad can barely help her because he just had chemo and is weak
>mom constantly cussing him out and telling him how worthless he is while he's sitting there trying to put her fucking arm in a sling and yelling at her to quit moving
>she refuses to get in the car and go to the hospital
>had fucking enough and dial 911 to get an ambulance to get her the fuck out
>she's still argumentative with the paramedics and doesn't want to go until my dad speaks up
>finally gets the fuck out with her fucked up arm that she can't even comprehend is bent 90 fucking degrees the wrong way
>pace around the house like a trapped animal about to lose my mind and punch my knuckles into bloody paste against the wall

where did you or your dad get the money for a switch 2

>>713761006
you ask that and no how he has the money to do chemo?

>>713760808 (OP)
KWAB

>>713760808 (OP)
holy crap your dad is still alive?

lmao people actually live like this

>>713761084
uh money to do the chemo? People usually have insurance bwo

Made up bullshit story.
Are you really this thirsty for attention?

>>713760808 (OP)
Not gona try to out-suffering you but if a drunken ambulance visit interrupting your video games is the worst issue you have, then you have it pretty good

>>713760808 (OP)
So what games are you planning to play on the Switch 2?

>>713760808 (OP)
Expand your Horizons Gibbs

>>713760808 (OP)
Take the bus

>>713760808 (OP)
the original poster is probably long dead by now
it's time to move on, anons.

previous blogpost threads:
https://arch.b4k.dev/v/search/filename/1479700532076.png/
>>713761953
It's the same anon

>>713761426
Anon, read between the lines
His dad has cancer, his mother is a belligerent and apparently hateful drunk and he doesn't seem to have any real agency in whatever fucked up family dynamic is going on
If OP has been living with them like this for years and years it's no wonder he's so fucked up

>>713761426
average nintendie reading comprehension

>>713762013
anon no one is autistic enough to make all of these threads for years, while using the same image(*and same filename*) every single time

>>713762151
>anon no one is autistic enough to make all of these threads for years, while using the same image(*and same filename*) every single time

Long time no see dude. I missed you.

How do we save OP?

>not suicidal don't wanna kms
>I just feel utterly done with life and ready for it to be over.

>>713762392
Not even regular shizo’s pull that shit since it’s easy to call out

>>713762151
You are a fool to underestimate true autism.

>>713762013
I knew I recognized OP's pic

>>713762471
I don't believe you
you don't know anything about me and you don't feel anything about me
you're just anonymous words on a screen
I have as much connection to you as my family

>>713762558
I don't think anyone's calling out OP, he clearly is just an autismo without friends and vents on /v/ with the same image as an identifier

>>713762151

>>713762013
At this point I’m starting to wonder if the ritual “linking previous threads” is just OP samefagging to get more attention
>omg look he’s(me) is so crazy and sad and uses the same image every time! Read all these previous blogposts to get the full story!!!

>>713762840
it's not me
it's some obsessed spic
my threads get deleted in 5 minutes anyway why would i bother samefagging

>>713760808 (OP)
Why are tendies such attention whores?

>>713760808 (OP)
>>713762013
I've seen you and the Asuka poster's posts every now and then. I wish you both a better life from the bottom of my heart. I totally get wanting to talk here of all places. Sometimes a place like here ends up being the only real place you can vent or connect with others. I wish I could give some motivational speech or something, but I don't believe any of that stuff so I can't lie about it. I'm hoping for a good upswing to come my way too, but you need it more than I do.

>>713762078
I understand that but it's not that bad. This is basically elevated family drama. A belligerent drunk and some chronic health problems. Things can get way, way, WAY worse

>>713762958
im really trying
I just don't understand how I can do anything but hide in my room listening to my parents scream
it's all I've done my entire fucking life
im not allowed to exist or have my own opinions or just eat fucking dinner in my own house and go out to buy video games without this nigger shit happening every fucking day

he got cancer from eating fried food and drinking crap because hes a goyslave. cut your losses and make sure you eat healthy with lots of animal fat and organ meats, and get good sleep.

>>713762958
I've seen you and the Asuka poster's posts every now and then
they are both the same poster

Do you guys ever feel like your life is a zero sum game?
You kinda start noticing to have good thing you have to sacrifice a couple other, or you lose some and immediately gain something

>>713762923
Because you’re an attentionwhore? You’d post your leaky ass if it got you some (You)s

>>713762013
>previous blogpost threads:
this just makes me sad

>>713760808 (OP)
>punch my knuckles into bloody paste against the wall
Now you need to go to the hospital. Get in the fucking car anon if you don't I'm calling 911. Why the fuck are you so difficult!?

>>713762013
I get him, I'd rather blogpost here where people call me a faggot instead of twitter or getting groomed on discord.

>>713763081
I used to hide from my dad. When he was home, I wouldn't leave my room. Sometimes he would yell or get drunk and I would try to wear headphones or just listen to arguments to make sure my mother was safe. It was my mother I was close with. It somewhat sounds like you have it reversed though it seems you aren't fond of your father much. One day I got sick of my dad and told him never to talk to me again. He divorced my mother and we moved on. Things are a lot better now, but I'm still in depression all these years after. Takes a long time to recover from stuff.

Looks like you said in a past thread that therapy did not help. That was my experience as well. To me medication is the only thing that helps. Talking it out, therapy, exercise, diet, etc... none of these things helped. I got state insurance, reached out to my primary doctor, and was able to get medication. That is what gets you started. It helps get you in the mindset to start identifying what is causing problems and if there are any solutions. You might not be as screwed as you think. If all you can do really is be trapped in your room, then maybe there are things you can do in that room. But if you suffer internally, then you will suffer no matter where you are. So you have to start internally.

Hope that helps. From my experience, the reason why it is worth randomly opening up in anonymous situations is because it is like fishing; you just kinda hope you'll eventually catch a big fish. Some random bit of advice or an experience that you can run with or connect to. I'd love to be that, but maybe I'm not. Good luck.

>>713762958
This but the opposite, I hope it gets worse.

>>713760808 (OP)
4chan.blogspot.com

>>713760808 (OP)
You should become homeless or something idk