>when you’re blissfully immersed in a game and your brain suddenly remembers something stupid or cringeworthy you did as a kid

>>714351742 (OP)
>as a kid

this, but about being in deep shit

why did i have to say pingas, pushy, butt, crud, and sludge.

>tfw when you're watching a cute girl's dog frolic in the grass at the park and your brain suddenly remembers your dog dying in your arms, convulsing because a blockage caused by lung cancer obstructed blood flow to his brain long enough to kill him, shitting himself, and then finally going limp as you tell him you're here with him (he can't hear you)

>>714351742 (OP)
>get too good at again and it doesn't drown out the bad thoughts anymore

>>714351742 (OP)
Don't dwell, just make a conscious decision to stop thinking about it. If you can't stop yourself from ruminating then you need to do daily meditation to regain control of your thoughts.

Anon that's the devil trying to ruin your joy.

This shit unironically happens to me way too much and it has to be something that is trying to steal my joy.

>remember girls I had a crush on but never told my feelings to
>remember all the times I talked about nerd shit back when it was uncool to like fantasy or sci-fi openly
>all the comforts I took for granted back when smartphones, social media, AI shittery and worse didnt exist
Whats the opposite of nostalgia? Thats how I feel whenever I think of things like that.

>>714351742 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X67NqIR5wpE

>be me roughly ten years ago
>befriend an internet friend group
>we all get along really well.
>befriend some other person and sort of bring him onboard
>there was only problem
>i pretended to be a girl
>didn’t really intend for it to happen. i just happened to have an anime girl pfp and was nice and polite so people immediately assumed i was a girl
>for some fucking reason i just went along with it
>eventually i just can’t live this lie anymore
>ghost them all and disappear
>to this day i can still see them hanging out and playing games together
I could be playing vidya and chatting about the old days with them right about now if only I had said “no lol i’m a guy sorry lol” in our first conversation

>>714352895
You'd think things like that would be overwritten as time goes on.

>>714352943
Trauma.