>>715575128It's a nice timeworn look.
>>715575220I wish I were smart. But damn, it's like looking into a higher plane of existence. The contrast of the simple, sometimes awkwardly laid out website, the plain photos of an average looking Asian man, all about mathematics on such a high level that I doubt he could even teach me the foundations of it in a year's worth of classes. It's a different kind of despair than anything else. I don't hate this man, I think he's amazing. I don't think I did anything wrong, I'm just not smart. But the sheer difference in levels of intellect genuinely feels like I'm staring into an infinite, impenetrable void where people like this live. And I will never be even 1/10000th the person this person is, not in a "woe is me" kind of way, but rather in a "Damn, why do I exist?" way.