>>715672572 (OP)Stop being a zoomer with a TikTok brain that can't even watch tv shows with 20 minute episodes without getting bored.
Read a book. Watch some actual movies. Go hiking or whatever.
If you see that there's something worthy in a game like Pathologic and know that your brain has been fucked, you are not beyond salvation, so go and find things that are actually good for you. (also get off 4chan, there's nothing good here anyway)