Anonymous
8/2/2025, 1:38:29 PM No.717079180
I'm 27 year old KHHV and I've played World of Warcraft in the beginning of my puberty and all the way through it and into my teenage years, and then I've played Heroes of the Storm into my early 20s. And since then i've been playing random video games, mostly old ones, and endlessly replaying old gold from childhood. Because I sat in my room most of my teenage years, it has definitely stunted my development into maximum potential - had I engaged with the world, i would have more testosterone and as a result better features all around. With that said, physically I'm still better off than most "average" people. I'm 6'5 and don't look that bad overall; but there is always some kind of aura of tension whenever I'm around majority of people (which I am when at work) and women almost selectively minimally engage with me and never smile, even at a fucking McDonalds, yet I am often witness of much more unfortunate looking men who are able to have women conversate with and smile to them, and outside on the street I sometimes see worse looking men than me paired with women that I should have been able to easily get. i am admittedly a quiet guy as I prefer silence over uttering and hearing human speech, plus majority of the time I'm having extremely vivid daydreams and conversations in my brain, so I feel naturally disconnected from the humans around me. Since last year analyzing my life and various moments I am strongly suspecting aspergers / autism / ADHD / schizotypal personality disorder / paranoia and bipolar disorder, however I remain undiagnosed and living a very annoying life. I don't mind being a permavirgin at this point btw, I really hate modern living and civilization and I have figured out why all problems arise, so I'll just exist until the next stage.
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