>>717089557 (OP)My weekend was almost entirely spent browsing 4chan, talking to strangers and online friends (mainly listening to what they have to say, whenever I tried to lead on something it was fruitless) online about random shit throughout the night, playing a game or two only if somebody set something up, occasionally jacking off (my libido is in the gutter so isn't that fun) and waking up at 5pm a zombie. All of this, just to serve as escapism from thinking about my regrets, and trying to fill my loneliness in haphazard ways.