>one day
>"I need to take sodium nitrite then chain myself to a radiator and set off a charcoal burner then perforate my temporal lobe with a .45 handgun. I don't want to be along for this ride anymore."
>next day
>"Living is a cosmic miracle. I have two working legs and arms. I can breathe and feel the air and see the sky. I hope to see and share the future."
games about this feel? disco elysium maybe?

>>717181223 (OP)
>verbose faggot with conflates depression with insight
literally anything by kojima will suit you

>>717181223 (OP)
Does it matter? Unless you found new fear of death or had a revelation you will just do it again... No point wasting time on someone who might still not care about being alive.

hated that whole series waste of my time

>>717181223 (OP)
needy streamer overload
Because you are mentally a woman

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