Thread 725581123

Are you hanging in there, /v/?

Eileen shaving

Not really.
But thanks for asking.

>>725581123 (OP)
I feel and look like this while being love deprived rn but thank's for asking

>>725581123 (OP)
Things are somehow getting better

>>725581123 (OP)
i would have killed myself already if it wasn't because of my mother

im not white am i allowed to post here

>>725583254
Only if you're an 18 or below on the von Luschan scale

>>725581123 (OP)
I'm 27 years old and a virgin.

>>725581123 (OP)
I will play star craft brood war and l4d2 until the economy crashes

throw failed normalfags into woodchippers

>>725581123 (OP)
I wish there was a way to just say fuck it and go for an adventure at the other side of the world far, far away from my failed fucking life, but the only routes to that lead to either getting murderraped by pirates if I go work for commercial shipping, getting blown to bits in africa if I enlist in the military or turned into a slave if I choose agrotourism.

>>725581123 (OP)
Started doing no alcohol on Sunday. Will last at least 3 months because I'm on antibiotics. Doing alright. Felt pretty good today. Also I want to try silent hill F but not at full price. By January I bet people will claim that it actually was never woke and it's the best game in the franchise.
>>725581523
Based. Only the second post already showed up.
>>725583672
Videogames

>>725583693
>Lfd2
The economy has already crashed lil bro
>>725583871

Today I received news that we're gonna have two dozen people come over for Thanksgiving and desu I'm just not looking forward to that at all

>>725584379
Lil bro, unc, and ahhh are signs of being mentally disabled.

Also how does playing a game older than you make me young? Fucking retard

I ranked all the fandoms I've been apart of over the years.

>>725583693
>until the economy crashes
I wonder how fucking bad things will get. I doubt it'll get mad max tier shit where everyone eats scraps off victory gardens cause the food supply chain has collapsed. I think it'll be like covid again, where shit is apocalyptically fucked, but we still have to go to work.

>>725584281
I want to kill myself.

>>725583581
ok phew

I'm not so sure. I'm too young to say it's over yet. But that won't last forever

>>725581123 (OP)
no, I still have no Chinese GF

>>725584698
I'm 35 lil zoomer bro

why do people here brag about how old they are? fuck, I'd kill to be young

>>725584814
The hell is your beef with Neopets. Post-Viacom?

>>725585397
You're definitely not. Too much of a faggot

>>725585164
>Chinese
Just go over and steal one from a poverty shithole, i'm sure she would be happy

Life is looking good! Looking forward to christmas!

I used to come to these threads to feel better about my mediocre life but then I realized that most posts here are bots and my life is probably among the lamest

>>725581123 (OP)
I didn't jerk off today so there's that.

Vidya cures all my problems except for being lonely and horny

>>725586043
congratulations anon

I’m a 27 yo virgin and I’m looking for a new job :(

>>725586056
Also jews

>>725581123 (OP)
Image putting me in the mood for a snack. Time to get some popcorn going

>>725581123 (OP)
I guess so

>>725581123 (OP)
I'm going to kill myself by hypoxia once my money runs out.

>>725583105
Honestly, same. Unfortunately i'm the youngest of five though and i'd rather not hurt them too.

>>725590418
>not recognizing who caused the current state of society

>>725581123 (OP)
only my balls are hanging rn

>>725581123 (OP)
This pic encapsulates benzos experience for me. Like every social interaction is piss easy now and working hours fly by like it aint no thing but holy shit everything is boring now

>>725590764
Who caused the current state of society?

>>725592063
this faggot

I'm digging around in my backlog, Monster Hunter Stories 2 or Ys 9? For the record I liked everything about Ys 8 except the story, shit put me to sleep.

>>725592385
the nose knows

I have a crush on an online friend but looking at it realistically I’m a worthless neet and I don’t think I could ever relocate to live with her or ask her to live with me so it’s like there’s no future there. We play games and flirt a little but I just can’t provide the right type of life for her.

>>725592385
>>725592662
>look up his wikipedia
>he was half-arab
What the fuck?

>>725592385
They turned into a bank, so yes.

>fell for the braapfag meme
>asked my girlfriend to fart in my mouth
>she asks me if I’m sure
>tell her yeah
>she does it
>spend the next ten minutes dry heaving
>she’s sitting there laughing her ass off
>end up breaking up with her
Fucking /d/. She could have been the mother to my children.

>>725593529
Fake shit

>>725581123 (OP)
........ yeah

I don't know what's going on but I've been horribly depressed and exhausted the past few weeks. At least games are still kind of fun.

Sure.
Heather a cute.

>>725585734
Do they even celebrate Christmas over in India where you are?

>>725592063
Jews

>>725581123 (OP)

Very poorly. AND YET WE BALL.

How are you op? Are YOU hanging in there? thanks for making this thread, I assume many of us don't have friends.

>>725581123 (OP)
>corpo slavery is slowly killing my soul all thanks to high turnover rate and BILLABLE HOURS
>too busy dealing with poorly defined tasks with an unreasonably imminent deadline to think about my future
>houses in my suburb creeping up to a million dollars for an average sized house
>housing crisis in my country could take up to a generation to fix
At least FFO: Stranger of Paradise is keeping me engaged.

I'm crushing my classes at uni and just got a raise from $18 to $21/hr other than that I'm struggling with my alcohol problem and still cant connect to people without it.

>>725581123 (OP)
yep
i'm popping off and going beast mode

>>725581123 (OP)
I quit my job 2 months ago because I was miserable.
Now im still miserable but for different reasons.

>>725581123 (OP)
yeah, ever since i graduated optometry school and became a doctor, everything is working out pretty well. still a friendless virgin though.

>>725586043
i jacked off for the first time saturday night, and then again sunday with lube in the shower.
im 27 years old. didnt even feel that good desu, but maybe i am doing it wrong

i am actually serious btw

>>725581123 (OP)
Been doom scrolling on LoserTube recently. Have pretty much lost all desire to keep going. I might start day trading hoping for a major YOLO win and if I lose it all, I'm ready to checkout.

>>725581123 (OP)
I think I'm just envious of people that seems to be living perfect hedonistic fantasies.

That or I just really want to live in one myself.

>>725596229
Literally me

>falling into stints of severe depression more often
>treated like I can't be responsible for anything because of it
>friends are too busy to hang out
>broke, job cutting hours even more
>don't really want to date
>video games are the only thing that's really fun at all when I'm alone
>those are slowly becoming not fun too
Still whitepilled though because God is real and loves me. I am His strongest incel retard

megadosing vitamin d3 feels like a cheat code

>>725581123 (OP)
i wish i had a family size bag of potato chips

>>725597325
I've considered trying to get a prescription for adderall to see if it changes anything but I'm worried I won't be able to stop after

>>725597325
Try vitamin c. The RDA is like 5000mg. Same with D3. It's like 8,000iu

>>725597410
Try microdosing benzedrex. It's a nasal decongestant and NOTHING ELSE AT ALL! Available OTC.

>>725597410
I took some lines at a party a year or 2 ago and while that night I was calling on Jesus to let me sleep, the following week I was laser focused at work and felt more productive than I ever had been in my entire life. Will say that I had basically lobotomized myself sexually and did not care at all and I say this as a massive gooner.

>>725597325
what does that do for you exactly?

>Hinako spent an hour on the first boss on stream
>she thought it's the last boss
cute...

>>725581123 (OP)
oh im hanging in there alright

>>725597410
>>725597651
The problem with stimulants is they speed up your lizard brain as well which causes stimulant psychosis. Basically mild hallucinations when you are not paying attention or do too much stimulant.

>>725581123 (OP)
>can't ever sleep more than 4/5 hours before I wake up in a haze with bloodshot eyes and lungs half full of mucus

death can't be too much farther now

>>725581123 (OP)
I planned out my suicide and how I would tie up the most important loose ends, but I still have a few games I really want to finish so I'm putting it off until next year.

>>725598061
Never kill yourself, anon

>>725597652
big energy boost

>>725584972
me too nigga, i pussied out way too many times

>>725598141
Interesting. How much do you take?

>>725598109
"Never say never"
-Justin Bieber

>>725598141
to do what?

>>725596185
You might as well just hang it up there. You're not missing anything.

>>725597939
truth
stimulant psychosis is subversively dangerous

>>725596185
I couldn't tell you mang. I've got severe mental issues and a crippling porn addiction so even going a day without rubbing one out is hell. Count yourself lucky.

>>725598141
Just how deficient in D are you if it gives a boost. I eat a bit every day and feel nothing. Doctors orders that's all

>>725598206
Never* kill yourself
(*as much as possible because I love you fren)

>>725598195
at least 25k iu daily alongside 300mcg of K2

>>725598214
i run a tech company and the increased energy helps, i also have a reasonable amount of personal responsibilities that i don't mind doing any more due to the increased energy

>>725581123 (OP)
hey /v/ I’m the attorney who was starting his new job this week. It’s honestly not that bad so far everyone’s been super nice and it’s decently interesting work. I miss not having all the time in the world being a NEET but I feel like I can make the time every day and I value it so much more when I’m not working.

>>725597939
>Basically mild hallucinations when you are not paying attention or do too much stimulant.
Funny because I remember seeing a shadow figure in the corner while I was trying to sleep that night of the Adderall. Then again, real bad juju from the place I was at. Tarot cards, zodiac shit, a "meditation" room, a fucking cat.

>>725596185
>i jacked off for the first time saturday night
Why? what was the special occasion after all those decades

>>725598379
you are a very cruel person

>>725598109
-until you kill a few jewish ceos*

>>725596185
how does this happen? genuinely curious

>>725596185
squeeze your dick when tugging and relax your hand when you move it to the base, i fapped wrong for a long time.

>>725598457
nothing much other than curiosity really, i thought "might as well see what its like". i already knew the feeling from having wet dreams and it never really felt much good (maybe once or twice i had a pleasant wet dream, but most of the time i was just bothered by having to wash clean sheets and pajamas). masturbation idnt feel that good with lube either, which makes me think sex wouldnt be that different (maybe if its with someone who loves you back)

>>725581123 (OP)
not for long

>33, 34 in a month
>No job
>No career
>Depressed as fuck, only high school education
>Hate self
>Mother tries to talk to me
> I see no point, but I realize I should enjoy the time I have with her, but I feel like such a sack of shit I can't
>Try to feel good by jerking off
>Can't enjoy it because prostate issues
>Jerk off for more than 10ish minutes and I'll cum blood
>Get it checked, apparently my prostate is enlarged and fucked up
>Intestines also fucked up, have IBD
>Specialist tells me "Just change your diet"
>I'm a NEET with no income how the fuck do I change my diet
>"Uhh well we'll work on that, I have an appointment with another patient"
>Receive no calls, nothing
>Any time I piss, it burns
>Almost always in pain or discomfort
>Get 3-4 hours of restless sleep
>Balding/thinning hair
>Haven't met or talked to anyone except mother/sister in probably 10 years

I don't know what I did to deserve such a fucked up fate, maybe I was a serial killer in a past life or something.

>>725599662
Bebop is goated

>>725598402
Yup that's exactly it. You see something smudgy then your brain autocomppetes itself into something else. I once woke up and all the little specks of haze looked like ants crawling around lol

>>725599238
Yeah you've skipped right to the heart of it. Just trust your intuition on this one

>>725599850
nnnghh pizza..

>>725581123 (OP)
We're gonna make it.

>>725599662
what do you eat?

>>725599971
delete this.

>>725600124
I won't, you can't make me.

>>725600035
Pretty standard cereal with milk, sometimes a couple of eggs and some celery with bread.
An apple for lunch.
Dinner is a tossup. Soups, sometimes stuff with red meat, or chicken, rice, noodles here and there. Salad from the store, sometimes has assorted seeds, kale, different types of greenery.
I'm 6'3 and around 210ish pounds, so I'm not obese or have a ridiculously high fat percentage.

>>725600179
Please. It's a terrible thing you've done.

>>725600267
what changes did the doctor recommend? your diet here seems sensible

>>725600272
Alright alright you've twisted my arm by asking nicely

>>725600339
That's pretty much all he recommended. No medicines, no alternative methods. Just change your diet. I've tried to see a different specialist but it has been 5-6 months since I asked for one without hearing a peep.

>>725598863
Some families are incredibly sexually repressed and have no private spaces.

>>725600357
Thank you. What a gentleman.

time remains a flat circle but I do feel good when I exercise and that gets me through the weeks

>>725600626
what living in the third world does to a mf

>>725599662
>>725600267
>spend 16 years doing nothing since becoming an adult
>also tall
this is your own fault bro

>>725581123 (OP)
Not doing so bad, job is getting extra annoying but I have a good bunch of money to buy stuff for my PC during the next couple of sales. I also started Devil May Cry 4 and I hope I can buy a Switch 2 next month. I'm worried I might have a heart condition, I've been having a sensation on my chest but I don't really know if it's my heart or something muscle related. Hopefully I can go and get a checkup this weekend.