Thread 725621735

Are you hanging in there, /v/?

Eileen shaving

im playing job simulator games so probably not

>>725621735 (OP)
COVID hit, I moved to the suburbs, a tree fell on my house, then I went to church and the pastor took the piss about me in public, invited me over for thanksgiving and people got sick with COVID. I can't meet women because they call me a faggot to my face, I have no career, I have no future, my mom is a schizophrenic and my dad is a methhead. I have become estranged from my family and I lost my career because they replaced me with AI after 15+ years put into it, and it's all because the Jews think it's really fucking funny. I'm not doing well.

>>725622149
I also lost most of my friends over COVID. People started borrowing money or calling me an impotent faggot and betraying me after, and the only woman that a friend ever introduced to me was a very fat chick. If a friend sets you up with an unattractive woman for a blind date it means they hate you.

>>725621735 (OP)
DO YOU HAVE THE LEMONDROP COLLECTION?!

>>725622149
I was put in foster care at 8 or so, ended up getting adopted there.

I was born to a delusional manic depressive father and a sociopath mother, both of which consented to breeding for some reason.

My birth name was Jet Neptune, which isnt even my father's last name, rather some self bestowed cool guy alias I've been forcefully branded with

Now I just suffer the same ails all new to the world orphans face; poverty, homelessness and the eventual drug addiction. I am ready to dissolve into a statistic and become a number at this point. My birth was a joke and I'm the aftermath of treating life like it's a show and you're the star of it.

But honestly I'm not mad about it, I don't hate my parents or the system I was dragged into. It sucks but whatever.

>>725622624
kek

>>725621850
Heh. Reminds me of this old thing

>>725621735 (OP)
Been a terrible year personally but I'm still doing my best. Got fun video games, can fap myself into a coma, set aside enough money for a small weed allotment every couple months, it works. The only interactions I have with people any more are negative but they can't interact if you never see them and don't answer your phone, and I can pretend every single thread on 4chan is made by someone talking to me personally and then I am content

>>725623610
looks incredibly sovlfvl what game

>>725621735 (OP)
Not really. This year is rough. Alone, dirt poor, no hope.
Lost my car to some jackass speeding out of a parking lot, slamming into my side and then running off before I could get their plate. Cop basically just shrugged and asked what I wanted him to do about it. Was barely able to pay it. Didn't have enough for more than liability insurance. Had to sell the scrap and still haven't made the money to replace it.

>>725621735 (OP)
no

don't forget
you could always kill a rich jew instead of just killing yourself

>>725623879
An obscure old game called Pył. Here's a longplay in Polish. A Russian abandonware site apparently made it playable on modern machines (it's a freaking DOS game) with nGlide support.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eepyChZSFgc

>>725621735 (OP)
bretty gud.

>>725623813
you need a break anon.
go for a trip or something.

>>725621735 (OP)
This has been one of the worst years of my life.

>>725621735 (OP)
I got a job and I go to the gym. I still live with my parents and I’ll probably never move out because they’re getting old and I want to be there if they need help. My life has really turned around after going on medication.
>inb4 big pharma kikes
I tried literally every natural alternative to boost serotonin and nothing worked. Cut out all shit food and went in some God awful diet and it didn’t work. I just needed medicine.

yeah
after a week on anti-depressants i realized my life isn't so bad

>>725626530
You’ll get through it, friend.

>>725622149
>AI
Kek. comp sci fags get rekt

I am extremely depressed and keep sabotaging myself to make things even worse.

>>725621735 (OP)
what's in the refrigerator

>>725621735 (OP)
No my nasolabial folds keep getting bigger and deeper...
I look 80...

>>725628101
Anon next you will telling us you have cheeky bones

>>725627772
Ying
>>725627607
Yang

>>725628130
I wish, my cheekbones are practically non existent.
I look like goblin troll but old.

>>725628130
>>725628184
A picture of me

>>725621735 (OP)
Can't complain because other people have it worse.

37 yo khv, no self-esteem, at least I have a job and a house.

>>725626993
Good for you homie.
>>725621735 (OP)
I'm on sick leave because of inflamed ellbow sinews. Which is pretty chill. I can play vidya all days and eat lasagne. Like Garfield but bipedal.

>>725628258
>House
Unironcally put this on your dating profile. I can only assume you are a 5/10 if you don't get matches with this.

>>725628334
Doesn't having fucked elbows make it hard to use a keyboard?

>>725621735 (OP)
I am not doing too great
>did multiple interviews to multiple copmpanies but didn't get any of the jobs, some even ghosted me
>had passive income from an apartment that I was renting but it is vacant now
>goanna see a shrink next week because for the first time in my life I feel like I need to talk to someone.

I miss when I had a routine and my life was basically set. Now I am struggling like a motherfucker, probably worked only 6 months this year and the pay wasn't even good

>>725628443
Kinda not, they feel like bursting when I put stress on them, lifting and such. Other then that, I put salves on them and eat antirheumatics.
Moving a mouse and typing doesn't put stress on the elbow.

>>725621735 (OP)
Reading through this thread, I have nothing that serious to complain about. I'm just fucking bored and wish I could meet some like-minded people in this godforsaken city. And a cute, nice energetic manic-pixie chick too.

Otherwise, life is good. My family is still alive, I've got a good job with cool colleagues and I'm able to do the cool robotics shit I've always wanted to do. Can't complain at all really. Life could be better, but it's still good nonetheless.

I ranked all the fandoms I've been a part of over the years. I also became an atheist about a month ago.

A few months ago i was ready to kill myself. Then i spent a weekend at my parents place and realized i cant do that to them. I gotta hold on at least until they go away first.

Im better than i was a few months ago, but still have a lot to work on.

At least i managed to escape from a job that legit made me think about suicide on a daily basis and now i work with something that i still hate but i can at least tolerate. Plus the pay and the hours are better too. Everyone seems to hate night shifts but i kinda like it. i feel like i have way more free time now.

>>725629307
when worked with customer support I would purposely request to do the night and weekend shifts. Life was a fucking mess back then and during those hours I could chill out on an easy job

>>725621735 (OP)
Having an existential crisis right now. This was my last dream quickly slapped together in paint.

>>725628884
>I also became an atheist about a month ago.
why?

>>725629584
In a nutshell, problem of suffering and Christianity burying me in a hole that has taken decades of work to escape.

lost the love of my life and my oldest friend in about the span of a month, was sulking for a bit but now I just want to make good connections again.

I've never gone out of my way to make friends though, they used to come naturally. what do you people do?

>>725630462
After a certain you just dont

We need to bring Stu Pickles back.