>>103186080
women are dangerous in different ways, they need to know things and have some sort of relevant access point to bother fucking me over or attack me. Im some random clown in a chat, they dont care, theyre not a danger to me and I dont perceive them as such.
Men are different. Theres two aspects to it:
1) is the current mainstream. The metoo, the hysteria the luxory belief that tells you every man would rape you if he could without getting jailtime? made up by women that want to larp as powerful, as virtuesignalling and as victims at the same time. I noticed that the vast majority of other women that were victims in similar ways to a similar amount as I was think modern feminists are ignorant children at the best of times. The idea we could police men's sexuality without men's consent is laughably stupid. The only reason these women can have this retarded perception of the world is because they are completely wrong. Yet, theres many of them that will see women as safe vtuber wise for the same reason I do. Women do not trigger the same fear.
2) also related to this:
>>103188334
Former battered wife and prior to that other stuff, yes, there ARE evil men, yes they wont just rape you. The physical violence isnt great, but you can get used to certain things for a while. Theres a maximum level for trauma though, at some point it crosses into the physical realm and no amount of talking will do anything to help you. We can not cure overtuned fear, we can not even really treat it. of the 7 women I was close to that had comparable levels of mental damage, 4 are dead by suicide/OD, 1 has vanished about a year ago, other one in and out of wards every few weeks, constant attempts. All of us were put on heavy meds a long long time ago and were also multidrugaddicts. Not to chase the dragon, that doesnt fucking work anyway if you need to use GABA-A or opioid receptors to regulate reality back to normal permanently you cant get by with one drug.
Women knew what was happening to me. They didnt care beyond like bullying me with it. Last time I saw my mom she said I was hard to deal with and that she thinks she should try beating me into submission like the people that did this to me, and maybe itd be good if the man that went above and beyond to save me started beating me too because then Id be less of a burden at least. thanks mom.
Yes, theres men that are monsters. Yes, they can absolutely destroy you. But it was ALSO men who didnt make fun of me, who went out of their way, spent money, risked their jobs, to get me out. It wasnt easy. Its men that see my irl behaviour and it changes how they see the world, even those that had terrible lives and pulled themselves out, theyre not pussies. But its very hard for a normal man to see a woman suffer in this way. 99,9% of men are not able to rape or kill a woman. Only sociopaths can. Even the person that put me through hell though, tried to kill me eventually. And he couldnt do it. In his own way, there was a limit.
the "good people" Women just shame us. Or worse. You know what happens when you anonymously call a wifebeater and rapist these things because youve no fucking brain? I PAY THE FUCKING PRICE YOU DUMB FUCKING CUNTS EVERY FUCKING TIME STOP TRYING TO GET ME KILLED JUST CAUSE YOU THINK ITS FUCKING FUNNY
I live in a protective bubble now, the stuff that used to happen still happens in my head, you cant fix this. But nobody tells me Im not really a person anymore. Im a hag now, but for the first time, Im safe, protected and loved.
Ive infinite sympathy for every women going through hard things. I hate modern feminists. I love the spirit of men. I know what the lives of all of us would look like, if you were actually like these cunts think. You are not, and at least I know that thats the case. I realize that doesnt change how fucked up the world is nowadays though.
I apologize for the spergout. Its dramatic to make a point that Ive wanted to make for years. Im not currently in danger, havent been for over a year.
