Thread 103631522

I kinda wish I’d never met her because she basically ruined my chances at love. I don’t think I’ll be able to really love my future partner now because in the back of my mind I’ll know I’m settling

Idols are dangerous

>>103631522 (OP)
Hoshino Ai, the only true idol, always smiling and making people laugh.
kept personal life away.

how can you people seethe so much at someone you realistically never had a chance with

>>103632533
There is 0 seethe. I’ve made my peace with it. I’m happy for her and woudve done the same in her place. I just don’t think I’ll be able to find love with someone else who is an upgrade to her. I’ll settle and that sucks. I kinda naively always thought I’d be able to marry the woman I fell the strongest for and be her prince. Now I’m just realizing while I may love my future wife she likely won’t tick off as many as my boxes as Nimi did

>>103633001
This is what every man in the history of our race has done. Most men historically were in arraigned marriages by their clan patriarch and didn't have a say in their wife.

>>103631522 (OP)
women ruined women for me, but my oshi brought me hope that theyre not all retarded

>>103631522 (OP)
I was this way until most of my oshis have yabbed, showed their true colors, or I did too many reps. Once that happened, I stopped getting those elevated, exaggerated feelings that boosts everything they say and do and now I have way more tempered down feelings or feel pretty indifferent. Being in love, even having a crush makes you overlook flaws and have filtered goggles.
But I still get big doki dokis when my remaining oshis get really emotional or thankful with chat

With that being said, some Vtubers are overall better than the average woman because at least Vtubers attempt to be funny, entertaining and relatable because it's their job whereas average women don't have to be funny or interesting in any way and still get tons of simps.

>>103631522 (OP)
You're not watching her, you're watching a character of her. You don't know how she is outside of a controlled stream, the kind of things she does off-stream, what people who actually know her think about her. You probably don't even know how she actually looks like.
Popular vtubers have somewhat sanitized images with adherence to some vague code about what they can say and do added to the smoke and mirrors or all the illustrators, fan artists, composers, lyricists, editors and so on that build that image.

>>103631611
Also she decided to get pregnant with twins at 16 and was portrayed as a sociopath lmao

>>103631522 (OP)
>because in the back of my mind I’ll know I’m settling
now you know how all women feel about most men

>>103631522 (OP)
Yea that will all disappear once you actually leave your room and meet a cute girl that seems actually interested in (You)

??

>>103634956
She brought me hope and then ruined everything... fucking backstabbing whore

>>103637651
Maybe you’re right and I just need to get my dick sucked lol

>>103643166
but why?? you picked the wrong oshi man...

>>103644772
I didn't know things were about to change like this 3 years later man..

>>103643166
Ironmouse did that to a lot of people when they found out about her little lore drop, don't blame yourself

>>103635778
Wasn't she 15 when she got pregnant, then turned 16 during pregnancy?

>>103645938
You lie.

>>103635778
This. How was i supposed to give a shit when the main hook of the story is insufferable?

my oshi can't hurt me but real women can

>>103652192
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>>103633001
>There is 0 seethe. I’ve made my peace with it.
Yet you also made this thread.
>I just don’t think I’ll be able to find love with someone else who is an upgrade to her.
From 2d to 1d? Or are you referring to the performative actions that's done professionally? Tell me, when a corporation, any corporation tells you that they seek the customers best interest, do you think they tell the truth?
>I’ll settle and that sucks.
Damn, imagine telling that to your wife: "Yeah, my virtual idol didn't decide to stay single all her life to perform on stream for me specifically so I suppose I shall give you my crumbs of attention"
>I kinda naively always thought I’d be able to marry the woman I fell the strongest for and be her prince.
Are you unironically 12 and stuck at your hormone induced naivety?
>Now I’m just realizing while I may love my future wife she likely won’t tick off as many as my boxes as Nimi did
Disregard everything I just said and answer me this. Say she was single, virgin, good with men. Why you? Like explain the system and mechanics to me in gamer terms, is it like a specific threshold where if you donate enough you unlock the secret marriage sequence? How much? Does it have specific dates where you have to donate a specific amount?
You might think I'm sarcastic judging by the questions, but I'm dead serious. Please explain the entire logistics behind your thought process. This will help in the future.

>>103654584
stop trying to logic him out a problem he feelings himself into you're just feeding his ego

>>103654672
I'm not trying to logic, I'm trying to deconstruct the issue at hand. This is the first step. Plus aren't you curious about this line of thinking?

>>103631522 (OP)
>>103633001
>in the back of my mind I’ll know I’m settling
>she likely won’t tick off as many as my boxes as Nimi did
What are you talking about dude? You don't even know her
You ONLY saw her good side, you don't know what she's like in private, and more importantly you don't know what she's like when dealing with real life stressful and hard shit
Not to say she's evil in private, but you don't actually know the things she refuses to disclose on stream, which is obviously a lot
Tons of "good" relationships end they moment they encounter the first bit of turbulence because that's when they see everyone's true colors

>>103637651
How many years are you supposed to spend outside your room until the cute girl that’s actually interested magically manifests?