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i love the delusion. to be fair, you can’t really “win” unless you try, so i’m not sure what you’re trying to say here. do those who come first win, or should nobody ever try to get into a relationship with them, or was everything said to me a lie? if so, am i the one at fault for trying, or is she?
let’s say it doesn’t matter who’s at fault, the viewer is usually the one who ends up depressed and craving attention. but why would that change the fact that i still want to experience a relationship with them? sadness is an experience, getting to know people is an experience, it’s all fun until it isn’t. honestly, i forget their existence after about a month of pain. i like focusing on that pain though, other kinds of pain are scarier.
you’re treating leaving for someone else as a bad thing, implying that viewers should be loyal, but they can’t be loyal if they’re not getting what they want. and if they still support the streamer without getting what they want, it means they genuinely want to support the chuuba without expectations. the ones you watch and the ones you try to build a relationship with can be different vtubers. one is for enjoyment, sexpesting, bullying, being clingy, being whatever you wanna be etc., and the other is for real human connection. most people would rather spend their attention and money on the former than on the genuine connection they actually desire.
