Thread 105854521

There is something off about her and it is not just the autism.
The way she acts sometimes feels like someone holding a fake smile for a little too long. It is uncanny,
It especially shows up when she is being sassy, snarky, or giving back handed comments. Whilst masking it by being overly happy and bubbly.

I don't trust it.

She makes my dick hard

>>105854521 (OP)
That's called autism, anon

>>105854521 (OP)
Same, something about her feels off...

typical Lockheed Martin SWE

>>105854521 (OP)
Yes, tried watching her content but it felt like I’m watching picrelated

>>105854985
Wasn't vedal glazing this retard 24/7 back in the day? And then with WoW raid drama and everyone exposing how fucking retarded this dude is vedal stopped mentioning him lol.

>>105854521 (OP)
It does show up all the time.
but when it does, it is very noticeable for me

>>105854521 (OP)
>it is not just the autism.
You literally described her autism

>>105855172 (me)
doesn't

I think she has really bad autism
she talks and acts like a skinwalker, its really weird. people like to joke saying they have autism because of some social anxiety or whatever but real autists like this are literal aliens

>>105855264
>she talks and acts like a skinwalker
Good description

>>105855079
Idk I liked him myself but never really consumed much of his content besides the occasional curious glance at his shorts that got pushed hard but on the surface he seemed like a decent guy from a distance until all that made the issues more obvious

>>105855215
It feels like there is someting a bit beyond the autism.
There are lots of creators with tism masking.
There is something more going on here.
I can't put my finger on it, but my spidey senses are tingling

Idk out of all vtubers I know she is the most interesting to watch.

>>105854521 (OP)
>someone holding a fake smile for a little too long.
It's called bad tracking, retard-kun.
Most VTubers don't like models that fully track their faces because they frown all the time, the only ones with full tracking of their expressions are the ones that smile for the whole stream as they are in character.

>>105854521 (OP)
That's just what omega level autism looks like. She's struggling to act human because she doesn't understand humanity despite technically being one herself.
t. diagnosed in 1993.

>>105854521 (OP)
Anny…

>>105856247
I was equating the way she acts to faking a smile for a long time as an example.
Not the literal visuals of her model smile and rigging.
Seems everyone else in the thread understood it as such.
Are you Esl or SpEd?

>>105854521 (OP)
You're just schizo.

>>105854521 (OP)
The way she's smiling and the proportions of the face in that pic reminds me of a titan from AoT.

>>105856895
OP is an old model tho, it's been almost a year. Why do anons suddenly want to find a way to dislike her?

>>105856622
The autism is very strong in this thread. It's just birds to a feather, nothing more.

>>105854521 (OP)
Is that the chick that Fishman stole their IP from?

>>105857710
>Why do anons suddenly want to find a way to dislike her?
Fucking a Frenchman.

>>105854521 (OP)
Has she ever talked about anime or manga she likes?

>>105854521 (OP)
Her OG model really reminded me of the Agni face

>>105854521 (OP)
Pretty sure it's the 'tism. The always-bubbly personality is part of her socially acceptable mask that's allowed her to function in society.

To a neurotyical person your gut instinct is that you're being deceived and you're sorta right because what you're seeing isn't the authentic version of a person. The autistic vtubers who don't mask on stream feel like funny entertaining characters, but acting that way IRL would make it hard to hold most jobs/form relationships. There's a lot of vtubers with the 'tism who like vtubing because they can be real, but I suspect in Ellie's case she's actually pretty attached to her mask persona.

>>105855526
She's living full mask off. You're used to people trying to mask and she's not. That's it.

>>105854521 (OP)
Vedal clout chaser.

>>105861605
This, I remember a coworker telling me something similar to OP, they appreciate that I never get upset, but feel weirded out by it.
The secret is that I can't get upset without lashing out at whatever made me upset, so I don't allow myself to do so in public

>>105854521 (OP)
who?

>>105854521 (OP)
She has an entire song about her autism. There's a reason her vtuber lore is that she's an android trying to act human.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wWyChHgKN0

>>105854521 (OP)
female piratesoftware

>>105855079
That’s how a lot of people were. He was very convincing if you didn’t squint too hard

>>105862125
Nah, thats Geega

>>105860081
That didn't even last long. That shit was short lived like many autistic hyperfixations didn't get far. I think it's more Ellie has definitely a hidden ego and condescension nature that is hard to place for others. She is honest autistic and that can throw you off

>>105854521 (OP)
Tfw no sociopath gf

>>105862646
>hidden ego and condescension nature
This. Exactly This.

>>105854521 (OP)
shes like an autist about being an autist

>>105861605
>OP confirmed as normalfag
oh me oh my

>>105854521 (OP)
What you are watching is a genuine misnthtopist who is trying to have fun, but sometimes remembers that the pieces of information on her chat screen are actually attached to a fleshthing at the other end of the viewers monitor.

>>105873900
>misnthtopist
*Misanthropist

>>105854521 (OP)
Nah, she's cool

>>105854521 (OP)
I feel like other anon summed it up well.
>hidden ego and condescension nature
I think she genuinely tries and does have a good heart. But she can be back handed and condescending with how she communicates.
She is clearly smart, but I feel she overthinks it. Example being her having "dumb little robot" to balance it out her nerdiness.
I don't know the word to describe it, bit it feels like she is not confident about her intelligence and tries to portray herself as below her level. But at the same time, she will slip out snide snide remarks, and talk down to something/someone and the try to mask it seconds later.

>>105854521 (OP)
if you watch random autistic female professors, they have very similar ticks:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AF3XJT9YKpM
they are overly bubbly/excited while still being extremely competent

it's awesome gap moe. probably even more so than the cute murderous yandere trope in anime.

>>105854953
when she got her job, she was telling people she is now a _____ engineer who is building the neurodog.
the only other thing that fits in that blank is boston dynamics

>>105857710
#justiceforannykillallothercompetitors

>>105854521 (OP)
Very pretty smile.

>>105874561
She's a typical STEM cultist / XKCD reader, you know the people who don't just do tech shit as a job but it's also their religion, and they're super smug and full of themselves despite putting on an outward appreance of being nice

>>105874561
>I don't know the word to describe it, bit it feels like she is not confident about her intelligence and tries to portray herself as below her level. But at the same time, she will slip out snide snide remarks, and talk down to something/someone and the try to mask it seconds later.
sounds like literally every person at my ivy league school?
you've been told your whole life that you're smart, graduated valedictorian, skipped grades, etc.
then you finally join your "peers" where your perfect SATs were just table stakes for getting in. and when she joined the workforce, she's just another worthless junior engineer. they don't teach you jack shit at school so although she knows she's not actually retarded, she knows objectively she is the most incompetent one on the team.

i bet she turns on chat just to feel smug about how dumb regular people are.

>>105874561
>hidden ego and condescension nature
this can be very funny like when she mocks mini for being homeschooled

>>105854521 (OP)
>early life

I swear a few months ago she was doing interview prep streams, got a job, then I tune in the other day and she's unemployed again?

>>105854521 (OP)
She has a naturally condescending attitude sheathed in a veneer of kindness, but that's probably the autism.

And her model's expressions are definitely pretty uncanny.

I initially didn't like her, but I've kind of turned around on her, she's helped put out some good content.

>>105877211
She is going to school right now for one year in Netherlands. Her original plan was to go to UK for school but had to choose the Netherlands as backup since she wasn't able to stream cause visa. She going get the same job once finished or get a new one somewhere else in the USA

>>105854521 (OP)
She's cute

>>105862125
She's actually made stuff though.

>>105854521 (OP)
Her social autism fascinates me. I'm not as autistic as her, but some things she says are just so interesting to hear, when not relatable. She is also very cute. However, as an unicorn, which some might say is part of being autistic, it does get painful to watch her sometimes.

>>105854521 (OP)
She doesn't have autism.
She's the standard upper middle class high achiever.
An asocialized retard put through the ringer of childhood advancement that isolates them from their peers. Musical instrument lessons, teaching concepts ahead of grade level, that kind of thing.
The uncanny valley part comes from her unchecked elementary and middle school behaviors carried through into adulthood.

>>105854521 (OP)
I liked her until she shat on Arduino, bitch not everyone can bother making boards from scartch, Arduino is SUPPOSED TO BE A CHEAP, BEGINNERS ALTERNATIVE, of course you are not gonna see it being used for projects of thousands of dollars and shit... thats were raspberry pis come in

>>105881599
That was literally her point you stupid fuck.
Arduino is babby's first board and stop drag and dropping code into shit so you can learn to program and what modules actually do.

>>105881747
Nah she ranted about people asking her for arduino stuff and then she went on to say how it sucks, and the other two cunts just backed her up, so fuck her (not sexually)

>>105854521 (OP)
>supposedly asocial forum has issues with actually asocial person
Now thats a kneeslapper.
I personally don't even like her, but thats more on me hating robotics nerds than on her personality andor behavior

>>105882876
i take it you're a software engineer?
how's that moral compass working out for you at $trillionDollarAdTechCompany?

>>105862251
Kek, never realised this before but I can't un-notice now.

Also OP is retard used to vtubers with self diag tiktok "I'm autistic cause I'm quirky teehees"

>>105883306
>how's that moral compass working out for you?
I'm doing emergency power systems and small scale automation projects for small businesses, so not excellent, but not terrible either.

>>105854521 (OP)
this is honestly the only mildy thing i've ever found of her, and i've tried super fucking hard:
https://www.reddit.com/r/geoguessr/comments/1lvi1d2/is_the_streamer_ellie_minibot_cheating_at/
https://www.reddit.com/r/geoguessr/comments/1lvi1d2/is_the_streamer_ellie_minibot_cheating_at/
https://www.reddit.com/r/geoguessr/comments/1lvi1d2/is_the_streamer_ellie_minibot_cheating_at/
she was caught cheating by geoguessr pros who actually know the game.
and she often gets called out on her pseudo science misinformation. but the way she yaps still gets me hard so idgaf.

>>105883726
you sound so fucking poor. LOL

>>105854521 (OP)
it's not just the rigging. watch her body language. she stood as a whale got flattened by a car and didn't even TRY to help. pure fucking sociopath:
https://youtu.be/iCgZl6PLMvw?t=40
https://youtu.be/iCgZl6PLMvw?t=40
https://youtu.be/iCgZl6PLMvw?t=40

>>105879630
>However, as an unicorn, which some might say is part of being autistic, it does get painful to watch her sometimes.
QRD?

I like her simply because it humbles streamers like Lumi. Muh degree. Ellie doesn't talk about her engineering degree, she talks about her engineering JOB. Big difference.

>>105882876
It's not the MIC nerds making my software more bloated, more spyware, more shit being locked behind subscriptions, shitting up the search function on google/youtube.

People whine about MIC nerds, but also want us all to fight Russia, which is hillarious as if you can just immediately do allthe R&D and reassemble your weapons industry after you dismantle everything.

If you're a normal individual. The regular techbro has fucked you over far more than anyone in the MIC, they just fuck up foreigners.

Something cursed managed to slip into my yt, so I'm here to share true 'creeps' with /vt/

chatGPT. how do I bleach my eyes?

I don’t understand why she gets called a sociopath when the reason she left her first well-paying job was that she felt so bad about what she was working on that she stopped eating and sleeping.
She’s clearly a very empathetic person, but sometimes her autism gets in her way in social interactions.

>>105888493
Burn it

Cap:WGAYD

>>105888068
>The regular techbro has fucked you over far more than anyone in the MIC
Very much debatable, but i'll bow out of this discussion cause we'll just retread your typical intro to engineering ethics course with similar results - everyone will stay with their own opinion and someone will derail it into /pol/ shitstorm.
Personally, I don't work with spooks, boots and suits. And I believe that world would be a better place if more people were at least somewhat hesitant about it. You do you though.

>>105887976
She's had many streams detailing dates she went on, asking chat and other streamers for advice. As far as I'm aware, her choice of men has been pretty terrible thus far, but that's basically it. She's just very vocal about the fact she's trying to get into a relationship.

>>105854521 (OP)
>>105892122
Is she the one that has a crush on vedal and is getting actively cucked by one of her friends?
(cant remember which one)

>>105892893
No that's anny.

>>105882876
How the fuck is she asocial?

She has a bunch of friends that she likes.
She has a side gig (streaming) that is centered around chatting with others (her chat and other vtubers),which she isn't doing mainly for the money.

She isn't asocial. She is just autistic and a STEM bro.

>>105889753
A sociopath can lie about stuff like that and virtue signal to mask their sociopathy. Hard to know, really

>>105892893
No, that's anny. We don't know if ellie actually has a crush on Vedal. At most she likes and respects him a work partner also a friend. She did say she gets cute agression around him so take that as you will

>>105894344
>We don't know if ellie actually has a crush on Vedal
>She did say she gets cute agression around him
I think we do know

>>105888493
holy fuck I love monster train 2

>>105892122
Worst of all is she won't give me a chance.

>>105894344
her reaction to their shipping fanart was that the dialogue wasn't nerdy enough

>>105895059
Ok I will admit that probably funniest and telling thing because she didn't even need to bring it up she wanted to. She follows the artist that made it too

>>105854521 (OP)
>it is not just the autism
sounds like you just don't know what autism is because hot tiktok girls have co-opted the term to mean fun and quirky?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7_bNxqYacc

>>105893268
Anon, I personally hate things like small talk, saying good morning or thanks or I'm sorry, and I hate having to interact with people on a daily basis/for extended periods of time. But I still have friends, and I still talk to people, and I was actually quite fond of being the one talking for school presentations.

Not understanding or liking people comes in different flavors.

>>105895612
you're just retreading a point someone else already made, calling her a misanthrope
it's not really valid either otherwise she would've kept making killbots for the military

>>105894395
That means she see him as a little boy not a man

>>105888493
https://vgen.co/LemonadePrince
>people actually commission these abomination

>>105854521 (OP)
who

>>105898227
>who-ing 4views

Is this all you have? A bunch of nothing burgers? Actually disappointed

>>105895612
Stop ragebaiting me, no way you're actually such a tard.

Asocial = dislike any kind of socialization, prefers lonely activities.

Having friends and talking to them: socializing with them. You like socializing with specific people in specific scenarios. So not asocial, just introverted, shy, or something else like that.

Asocial people still interact with others, but strictly only when it's necessary. For example, in a job.

>>105854521 (OP)
who

>>105901827
>>105898753

>>105893296
>>105889753
If you actually care about your skill
Its soul crushing to work a fake job, where nothing will end up leaking into RL.

>>105880702
>She's the standard upper middle class high achiever.
>An asocialized retard put through the ringer of childhood advancement that isolates them from their peers. Musical instrument lessons, teaching concepts ahead of grade level, that kind of thing.

I wonder about people like this. All of that and for what, to impress at the debutante ball that no longer exists?

I hate this bitch because I can't pass the interview stage when looking for any job, yet she somehow gets accepted into a cushy one while having severe autism.
More proof these cunts live life on easy mode.

>>105902680
>>105903055
And here we have the duality of man on display.

>>105903055
>AUTISTIC GRILLS STOLE OUR JERBS
just grind more leetcode instead of watching vtubers

>>105903055
Seething incompetoid

>>105854521 (OP)
Hot but who

>>105855264
You can't fool me, Ellie

>>105903055
this is the case where her autism gives her extra opportunities because she gets extra help
you fucked up by not making the rights connections at the right time, while she had those connections done for her by people helping her because of her autism
the power of not being surrounded by shit people that actually help you, I guess

>>105883731
Isn't she just looking at chat...?

And why link it thrice?

>>105903715
at this point just give up on programming and go do something else, its a dead area and its only going to get worse

>>105854521 (OP)
Wish there was more porn of her.

>>105905442
be the change you want to see in the world

t. learning to draw to make porn of Jets

>>105855264
This.

>>105854521 (OP)
I don't think she is a bad person but god she can be abrasive. Ive seen a few clips where she talks down to other streames or chat.
Or a better way to put it, is that she likes to talk above people.

>>105877426
>>105909898
I've watched 3 clips of her only to come to the same conclusion. How can a woman who is mentally handicapped and severely socially stunted talk down to people so easily? She's practically retarded, nobody she's ever communicated with has seen her as normal. How can she be so smug?

>>105862251
>Nah, thats Geega

qrd?

>>105854521 (OP)
that unnerving feeling is you slowly realizing that she's got that american psycho energy.
like the type that would stab your eye the moment you look at other girls.

>>105911333
There is more to it but two big reasons is she sees her intelligent to connected how good of person she is and she is very competitive sometimes to unhealthy degree

>>105912443
But she isn't very bright. What is being proud of your intelligence when you're arguably a fucking retard? She struggles to understand simple concepts a 10 year old would, yet has the nerve to talk down to anyone like she's a somebody. She sounds like someone who's never been put in her place, having autistic special interests and thus a deeper understanding of those topics compared to the average person who doesn't care doesn't make you better than anyone. The idea that intelligence makes you a better person is very autistic though, i'd believe it coming from her

>>105854521 (OP)
Yeah, my instincts also go in full alert with her. I wouldn't want to befriend her, reeks of inauthenticity. I'd put her on an avoid list.
It's not even the speech, just sometimes the logic behind her takes presents massive gaps or fallacies.

>>105913554
Ellie already knows she is not really smart and doesn't like people stopping things to comment on it. She has skills and knows specific facts but nothing that truly makes her smarter than others. However, she still wants to impress people she respects especially more male figures so it a causes more back and forth with that too. Like I said there is lot more on why she comes off the way she does even if I think she trying to be well meaning

>>105909898
>>105911333
can you fucking losers link the clips where you think she's talking down to people?
i want to confirm all my biases and prove myself correct that yall are just undereducated cavemen who are intimidated by women who are smarter than you

>>105887442
WHAT THE FUCK
SHE'S 100% CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE
WHY ARE ALL VTUBERS HOT IRL
I THOUGHT SHE WAS AN UGLY AUTIST JUST LIKE ME. MAYBE A CAROLINE ELLISON LOOKING ASS.
I FEEL SO BETRAYED
NOW ALL THE STORIES MAKES SENSE
WHY ELSE WOULD YOU NEED TO MAKE UP A FAKE BOYFRIEND
I FUCKING HATE LIARS

CANCEL HER

>>105854521 (OP)
She's unironically too brilliant and too well spoken to be a vtuber. Literally a genius. We're all used to bumbling dipshits, she stands out as 'wrong' because she's too eloquent. Her crippling autism is the only reason she's not a billionaire rubbing elbows with the elite. Instead she's hanging out with retard 1 views, talking about bugs on Twitch. The world is a strange place indeed.

>>105916733
It's probably because of her face and she has more flat body structure anon chill out. I find girls with a flat chest and such cute but it's more refined taste around places

>>105874953
HOLY BASED

>>105892893
Ellie is actually the only one of the harem that doesnt fawn all over him. She's probably the only person he knows that's smarter than him, she constantly makes him squirm like a druggy being interrogated by the cops, she tries to pull out every tech secret he has.

>>105916733
she's not like a supermodel but she has that cutie girl next door vibe. It's really not fair, some people just get all the gifts

>>105866740
>>105862646
>hidden
>high enough Chess Elo she's doxxable, wants to beat Vedal in it
>said she would be CEO of Vedal Corp.
>said Vedal can't afford her
>Ellie in reality: Thankonomics
She's a shy skinwalker that wants to dom you in private.

>>105917156
>Literally a genius.
I'm going to be a bit pedantic her and argue that she is more of a savant, instead of a genius.

>>105917774
god I wish she would dom the hell out of me

>>105917774
Honestly a good way to put it

>>105917511
She also probably literally asked him out in private. Forgot what clip it was, but when Ellie talked about how Vedal made his boundaries clear, and she asked how far she'd get, that's what I understood from that.

>>105918162
I mean a savant is by definition only good in one particular field, she has a very wide range of knowledge

>>105918325
She seems like the type that would have just came right out and said 'hey you wanna go get mcdonalds then fuck sometime?' with no shame, and not get offended at the answer either way.

>>105918475
Oh yeah, just remembered

https://youtu.be/2rx8J1N4InI?t=275

>>105919191
She really is clinical, I love it. I can't get enough of her weirdness. She's like a real android.

>>105918475
Why do people think she's a slut? I don't watch her but in a random clip of her explaining autism she mentioned that she let a guy touch her legs everyday just because she didn't want to inconvenience people. I'm sure she now recognize it as something wrong otherwise she wouldn't have told the story. But I'm not sure she even considers it sexual assault or harassment to this day. She's pretty innocent?

>>105919528
I think you misunderstood. That's far from what I think. I just think even though she's often shy and awkward, she is supremely bold at the oddest times, and would have no problem just taking a swing for the fences and going for it guns blazing if she was interested

>>105918325
>>105919191
How come she didn’t completely break off from him like the fox whore?

>>105919528
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7_bNxqYacc&t=275s

>>105919753
she's not an obsessed schizo

>>105854521 (OP)
100%
I reaaaaaaallly don't like the chuuba. Gives me serious "fight or flight" feelings.

>>105919753
Probably because she just asked if they can be friends and he was fine with it. I doubt she has truly gone for him romantically though it's possible that might change who knows. Plus even if it didn't work out she doesn't take that stuff personally enough for her throw way the chance to keep doing these projects

>>105919720
I think she bold in teasing, flirting, or showing she cares for them but I don't think she has enough in her to truly ever confess like that at least not as easily

>>105919868
This explains why she said she wasn't inexperienced even before she had her "first real date".
Some fuckboy probably raped her and she just disassociated and went, "oh, so this is happening now".

>>105861605
This, once it's an ingrained survival mechanism it's extremely hard to be real around people because you have literally never done it.

>>105919753
Autistic people are literally built different. Plus, she has (had) a prestigious, high paying job, the intelligence for it, and might genuinely be interested in Neuro.

>had an autism episode due to a girl taking her shirt off
>"If I was rich, I'd quit my job, and make robots with you."

>>105920709
Wait, yeah,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pwCSzVi81g
Less than a minute in.

To a normie, that might be a confession. With Ellie, it's probably just interest in building robots.

>>105920844
Ellie comes off as very earnest especially to those she finds similar to her and she likes. She does this lot with her saying that she believes Vedal would be dad all things considered. I don't think she means for these to come off as romantic as they do which is why it would throw Vedal or anyone off to be honest from hearing it

>>105920844
I will add that Ellie has said even very recently that she gets to become friends and get know each other better through projects. To her it's an excuse to hang out with those she wants be with closer while doing something she's interested in

it's honestly a bit surreal to sometimes step back and really think about the gossip going on here. This is like highschool but for 40yo lonely men. It's really strange.

But I'm a diehard Vedellie stan, and I think they should fuck.

>>105923109
this is the vtubing board. you know EXACTLY what this hobby is about

It's about vellie all the way

>>105909898
this, she even says that she WANTS to be part of a controversy just to argue with people

>>105854521 (OP)
I watched one of her lullaby asmrs and she sang an original song then she said she wrote it for a childhood friend(male) which is really sweet but I didnt have to know that