>>6013236
yeah i understand. i repped until i was 26, then couldn't take it anymore and started hrt. i'm much happier now, i hang out with my friends irl, my relationship with my family is better, i have a partner who i love, and i don't feel like killing myself everytime i look in the mirror.
i still feel like shit somedays, and dysphoria never goes away. but my biggest regret is not transitioning sooner. i reached rock bottom and was left with the ultimatum, kms or transition.