sometimes I feel so sorry for the living beings on this earth that I just want to die

>>40487977 (OP)
We are ascending. Humanity is ascending, be patient trust the plan.

>>40488308
Two more weeks

>>40487977 (OP)
Nah this world is a shithole.

Why die in the first place why not do something useful in the first place.

>>40488371
Because doing something 'useful' in the eyes of the world keeps the wheel turning. While all of humanity jumps around the motherboard like rats, I throw a wrench in the gears.
Humans are faggots.

>>40487977 (OP)
God is a retarded tranny who never intends to stop forcing me to exist as the sole frame of reference for material reality and only persistently real person in the world so that he can abuse and dominate me through everyone else on earth.

>>40487977 (OP)
V.I.T.R.I.O.L.

>>40488612
(-:

>>40487977 (OP)
Alright, you seem to have some kind of qualification right now. Are you comfortable meeting? An assistant would mean more than you can imagine to me right now, are you in any way interested?

Hei kiva nähä suakin pitkästä aikaa, älä vaivu epätoivoon vaikka me täällä yhessä ollaan.

>>40491695
Very. Assistance with what?

>>40488308
This.

>>40492670
Up front, I am too many ideas. Trying to express all of them does not seem possible, and having someone who wants to document anything would introduce the basic organization my principles require of me right now.

I have cash for getting us either way (+ funds to return if you can't ultimately accept the offer), and some for a hotel wherever you're comfortable meeting. My current halfway point is in Buffalo, Wyoming. The statistical likelihood it is actually right in the middle between us seems like it should be very low, so I kind of expect easier to just get me to you

The main complication for this arrangement is I cannot overstep: things will have to occur at your pace, since this would put us both in a new circumstance. I don't have an itemized list of helpful things to give you short of how to complete an interview

Beauty invites true greed though (' - ')

What do you mean anon? My only skill is discernment, judging is the ONLY time I get to show off my beauty!

You're not gonna talk me out of defending myself. I don't use beauty as a terminal value.

>>40487977 (OP)
>You don't realize how beautiful you are when you stop judging
>sometimes I feel so sorry for the living beings on this earth that I just want to die
>I feel so sorry for the living beings on this earth
Ironic.
Who the fuck are you? You had to go out of your way to declare people need or should get pity, you judgemental asshole.
They live their lives and some likely do better than you do.
Somehow fuckers with penchant for lofty statements about beauty and tolerance tend to be the most hypocritical.
Keep to yourself if you cannot handle the fact you exercise the same attitude you condemn

>>40495813
The fault lies on the side of the greedy in such a case, not beautiful. Someone enjoying something good, as long as they don't flaunt it, is not responsible for someone else wanting it. Some beautiful people get rotten and greedy, but that also is not because of beauty itself, but by being spoiled by adoration of those charmed.

Also, >>40498832 is right - OP gives a strong vibe of performative sympathy. If it'd be about not being judgemental, they'd concentrate on that rather that expressing pity.

>>40487977 (OP)
Chocolate tastes good :)

>>40498856
>don't compute a beautiful greed
Okay. How much you wanna fucking pay me per month per map service I don't use?

>>40498832
Sounds like a whole heaping banquet of things OP didn't say

>>40493718
Oh very intriguing. You speak like a respected and experienced figure.

What do you look like and how old are you?
I'm actually not American though.

>>40504761
>not American though
I don't consider this relevant. Hope and compassion have a symbiotic relationship, someone with perspective to exceed despairing attitudes and decay is useful everywhere there are people. The qualification is currently global in scope, since I can certainly benefit from a high-quality assistant on every continent, and this need is met for any person in the world having such perspective.

I don't know how much pay it will prove possible for me to guarantee internationally, though.

I'm just a guy (older than 25).

>>40498957
Gonna need actual strawberries somehow

>I'm just a guy and life is a nightmare

>>40487977 (OP)
That's sweet of you.

>>40511408
Plantgirl gf sweet or casually

>>40507280
A couple strong results today but I still need compassion to proliferate in the world.

>>40516432
So you want to fly to where I live and me to write down your thoughts?

I don't really understand why you would need me for this.
What's my role in all of this

>>40516530
Oh let me explain

>your principles are intended for timeless operation across the universe?
Yes.
>without evidence of compassion, the belief in other forms of life...
You can see it affects cosmic autonomy. There was a post on this board multiple years ago of someone (seemingly suffering a psychedelic trip) screaming, "you can't be free if you judge" which has to be understood as a distress signal.

My thoughts over time can compound into galactic restructuring. I need an assistant for the universe.

>>40487977 (OP)
Then die. Nobody would care. Maybe God would.

>>40488371
He dying would be useful for makind. One less idiot in the world. One less person sinning if you are a christian, one less people doing evil in the world. No set backs in dying. Only if you have a good life in this material world. Then in this case I can see how death can be a set back

>>40519450
You dont have honor. I do. Fact is you are just a pathetic liar

>>40487977 (OP)
Bro, you can't scorn us in one breath and retort in another, that's called being a hypocrite

>>40519450
Next time just say kys pathetic nihilist fag lord ;) or better yet, put stone between that bitch eyes

Yes i am tired of you stupid ass liars dragging their feet while phinehas rots in jail. Theres going to be hell to pay

>>40519506
OP here.

Being killed sounds really good about now.
It will give me the intimacy I lack and maybe I can be born again with a better life.
Maybe as a girl.

>>40487977 (OP)
yet here you are being a faggot judging me for judging you

Turning everyone who posted in this thread into a girl (from birth) is easy for me to justify.

>how does this work?
Have literally any kind of willingness to interact with 'contract', such as possibly even "ardent spite" or confused doubt, I don't necessarily need to explain

>>40521632
Sounds like you have difficulty focusing on beauty. Need a doll?

DISTRESS

>>40487977 (OP)

It’s a cool place

>>40487977 (OP)
Evil must be destroyed before the golden age

>>40530102
define any thing

>>40530085
The meteor men beg to differ

>>40503586
OP judged you twice
>you're ignorant of your beauty
>you deserve my pity
And then a beautiful narcissistic
>I just want to die

What a flaming homo

>>40487977 (OP)
Seen anyone beautiful enough to live for?

>>40534708

OP here

A) I don't like your tone
B) you very broadly interpret "judging" away from its intended meaning in context to just any judgement on whatever

>>40531081

>>40487977 (OP)
Sounds like certain somebody is afraid of being called out for sodomy.

>>40518387
Anon ill be your assistant!

I believe in kindness, change, and positive perspective! I can document, and am pleasant to work with.

You're not actually supposed to post pictures on /x/ but alright.

Have you done anything paranormal prior to this?

>>40487977 (OP)
I really wish, my man.
Everyone told me I'm ugly, including my own mom .

My grandma would call me names when I was young and when we ate lunch at her house she would put my food in another room for me to eat alone.

I wasn't rude, trouble maker or a loud kid
I was very shy and quiet, just wanted to play with my toy soldiers or doodle.

It's actually crazy how I didn't grow up to be a psychopath or a serial killer, just an autistic artist.

>>40487977 (OP)
Judging something as beautiful still is judging

>>40544813
Not always.

>>40487977 (OP)
I'm glad to have read this right now, thank you for the energy. I'll try not to be a leech and send some your way.

>>40519452
Sinning is not "bad" because someone gets hurt or something, but because the person doing it is turning their back on god and letting satan overpower his thoughts and emotions. He is hurting his divine soul. Its not about another person being killed or w/e due to his sin. Him dying would take the of him the chance for repentance which is the essence of christianity. Accepting ones sinfull nature and repenting for ones action.

>>40488320
This but unironically.

>>40487977 (OP)
>You don't realize how beautiful you are when you stop judging
The opposite of judging is acceptance
Acceptance of everything, entropy and order

When you reach the plateau of recursion- would you not hit the point of bliss (total acceptance) and see the glory and beauty in everything? Why then- would you feel sorry- and why then would you want to die