I wake up with the feeling that the whole day already happened. The pieces are already on the board and "going on" with their predefined routes. Not only that, but i feel all of this already happened so many times (forever). I get that feeling constantly as i go from moment to moment, linearly, forward. And i can't do anything about that other than be present and watch while my body keep doing its thing.

And, to be honest, i think i'll lose my cool at some point. Its as if i just have to act as if everything is okay, but it really isn't.

>>40515097 (OP)
Yeah I get that feeling sometimes too. Not sure what it is other than a strong deja vu, like I've watched this in a dream before

>>40515097 (OP)
>>40515103
>NPC's having their first happenings of...
Lel. Wait till you figure out weve done this already and it goes on forever. Forever...forever. Death? You'll be back here someday...someday...some...

>>40515166
Don't ever call me an npc again

>>40515177
I'm a non-playable character, no one can play me.

Sounds like depersonalization and/or derealization. I had it very intensely for a while. At a certain point the only thing that helped me was to just "be", without so much self-consciousness.

>>40515166
Are you retarded? It's literally what I'm describing.