>>40527183Let me see if I can get more at the point with your post,
>>40526907 ... because I really do sympathize with what you're saying because it was something that really frustrated me at one point as well.
Like, instead of letting the idea of leapfrogging through something with manifestation keep you paused until you get it... just do it instead. If it's something ambiguous, you can't just "do money"; ambiguity is ambiguity at any level, and in either way, it's still intention. This is to say, getting your hands dirty in a conventional/practical way serves as a litmus test for your desire.
Now, how would you actually do (what we know as) magick? When you think about it, you can actually apply a lot of practical advice. For example, try making the subject of your experiment something you're not anxious about, as it would open the door for spontaneity. In particular, this shines an interesting light on practices such as martial arts and bodywork/energy work, as I mentioned, because... well, again, as above so below, basically.
So, those are just suggestions. But really, anything's better than twiddling your thumbs. Experiment. Actually experiment. Check out these reading lists if you're interested; I highly recommend searching through what was discussed there too, because they contextualize the referenced material quite interestingly.
https://old.reddit.com/r/DimensionalJumping/comments/5v7nst/_/ddzvznb/
https://old.reddit.com/r/DimensionalJumping/comments/3ob4vu/_/cvw09qi/?context=99
As a side note, I would perhaps like to participate more on /x/ and try to refresh these ideas in the public consciousness. I'd need more experience under my belt, though.
>>40527249He really was. I get why he stopped; I'm hard-pressed to see what else they could discuss, and under what context, anyway? As I recall reading: the well got poisoned eventually, as it always does, so he called it quits when what was done was good enough.