>>40535932>I think it's also always repeating, e.g. made habit, made embodied even. One-off attenuation of a specific kind of awareness is not yet meditationgood point, except an apparent misuse of the word attenuation
>at·ten·u·ate>1. reduce the force, effect, or value ofwhen its a fact that mentation consumes the very same source energy that awareness borne phenomena utilize, it is strictly an either/or type situation
if you think, contemplate, or let your mind wander, you are necessarily precluding the awareness borne phenomena
if quiescence is not well habituated, then there winds up being very long periods of time in between these arising phenomena
and should they arise, they get destroyed quickly by random thoughts and the states cannot exist for very long
at this stage, there is no possibility for them to arise again in a given session, you get one shot at it
but once the work is put in and one can stay calm, focused, and prevent any randomly arising thoughts,
it becomes possible to learn how the spiritual light arises,
to hold it properly when it arises so that it may stay a while,
to eventually detect the precursors of these mental perturbations as they approach the threshold of energy whereby they become a problem via the generation of a random thought,
and prevent them from gaining enough energy/momentum to leave the midbrain area, rise up, and pop off a random thought
some have difficulty contemplating these things as I have told them,
whether they have not been taught well, studied well, or practiced well, many have attachments to their whims of how things should be
being part of the quantum mechanical experiment, one's perspective interacts with reality, potentially in ways that preclude the good stuff altogether
but those who follow and understand these words have a shot at fully realizing the value being provided here
only if one puts in the work, of course