Do you ever get overwhelmed about the fact we are all alive and here with such vast different beliefs and perspectives? Does it ever trigger heart palpitations to briefly remember how absurd existence is? I’m scared we will keep existing in cycles for infinity. I don’t remember past lives but I feel scared and confused as to why it still kind of feels like I’ve been here forever. Why hasn’t the universal and/or multidimensional consciousness figured out everything needed to not have countless shitty meaningless lives. If shit hits the fan will I die in pure terror for nothing? What happens after we die or sleep? I wonder if my dreams take place in a real timeline, I’ve done some pretty unimaginable things. I’ve seen some banned movies I know what that entails. Also, are breasts pictures allowed on this board? Thanks Jannies, you rock

Is this site dead or all my posts just shit? :( I need answers. NOW every single inquire. Also is it normal to wait two minutes to post a single comment

Good thing I like talking to myself

>>40528629 (OP)
I treat this world as a tutorial, what other people do or believe doesn't matter, what you as an individual believe, thats everything. You speak of meaningless lives but lives are only meaningless if the individual doesn't give it meaning. Perhaps you can try changing your belief as to what existence is if its causing you so much anxiety.

>>40528706
What’s the meaning of a life of a soul whom doesn’t give itself meaning? Like if we’ve already had infinite time as a collective consciousness why do some people still struggle with that and why are we still on the fucking tutorial part of this game? It’s easy to believe that it’s another cycle of nothing for infinity after death until I’m randomly an amputee woman grape victim from Zimbabwe. The kind of woman not bachelors degree and immigrant to a western country and teach at a small university type of Zimbabwe woman life full of family and material goods. Why are some of us destined for suffering? You would really hope our collective soul would’ve evolved past that. My body feels gross and I hate having to use the bathroom and crave goyslop. I should be a DMT elf fairy woman. At least a lover may have a vision of me like that while tripping balls if I only wasn’t selfish sneaky bitch. I got extremely stoned on edible gummies and I could feel my higher self strongly but couldn’t console my ape brain lower self whatsoever. Im afraid of living on auto pilot forever. I know if I kill myself ill for sure be an amputee third worlder, what do I do to become a 1%? Is it impossible to be a part of the richest 1% without being a satanic pedophile? Is satan even real? Is Jesus even real or is yhwh even honest about his intentions? Why are there so many religions with followers even tho they probably know there are more religions with some similar based ideas but also completely different ideas that accuse other religions of being infidel. You can have a relationship without being a Christ cuck, it would be unchristlike to expect your children to be manlet cucks!

>>40528774
I would give up the collective conciousness belief, it could probably solve a lot of your greviences. I mean there's no proof of anything being true so why not create your own beliefs? Why settle for a belief that makes you miserable? The meaning of life for a soul that doesn't give itself meaning is to simply follow their assigned role in their randomly assigned body.suffering is something to overcome and grow from its a great tool if you can accept it. Ignore religion it exists for people unable to think for themselves an easy path that promises endless reward and comfort for little effort. As for if Satan or jesus is real or not... does it matter?

>>40528804
It matters! According to your philosophy your suggestions shouldn’t matter since you aren’t real. Oh man god DAMN. Solipsism shit is literally an ass backwards nightmare just aCcEPtInG it and choosing happiness is the same as taking the blue pill, I just can’t see how you’d get meaningful lessons from that. When I was panicking earlier i considered solipsism and couldn’t accept not caring for my own sanity that everyone might me a figment of my imagination. Why do people think this? My own bf asked me if I was an AI once when he was stoned, I’m a femanon not a fag or troon not that that’s what you like

>>40528823
It dont matter to me if they are exist or not, its not something I can prove so its useless to think about. Its not about choosing happiness its about accepting that happiness just doesn't exist for you, or me. And I dont care about happiness in the first place as I dont even participate in this world as im fairly disabled so I remain in isolation and accept it, thanks to my situation I was able to develop my own beliefs, which wouldn't have been possible if I didn't experience suffering, im thankful for it even. As for if everyone is a figment of your imagination or not, thats a tough one since it cant truly be proven, but you know what I also ask the same questions, I cant confirm is anyone els truly exists or not. My answer is... so what? I dont really care if others exist or not, since I dont interact with anyone. I would suggest just not caring about things that dont benefit you, sever all of it and keep only the things you like.