it is absolutely impossible for me to think a single thought without it being in english. i do not like that. i want to think "beyond language". anyone else have this problem? i can not think at all without it being in english, no exaggeration. it is very limiting. does thinking "beyond language" even exist? some people claim they do, but are they just lying to self glorify themselves?

>>40532951 (OP)
Have you tried actually learning another language?

>>40532951 (OP)
BEN Star Talking
It's a way to communicate with reality from inside a human brain.
Pretty complex though.
You can't just do that shit overnight.
You have to master altered states of consciousness, beyond normal man.
Afterwards, you think in mechanisms, functions that contain entire units of space-time itself.

>>40532951 (OP)
Try your hand at art. The second you make something recognisable. Not to anyone else, but to you, you have just created a "thought" that can only be encapsulated by "you". Now try to encapsulate meaning into that art and use it a letter. Replace the letters of the word with the thing you just drew and voila. I would suggest a pencil and paper though. Everything drawn on your electronics gets hive minded by Ai.
https://youtu.be/vh_ZK_Rb25s

>>40532951 (OP)
>it is absolutely impossible for me to think a single thought without it being in english

That's not true.

Have you ever had a dream? Or recalled a memory? Imagined the future? Moved your body? Engaged with mathematics or music? What was that, if not thought?

>>40533017
use it *as a letter or word*

>>40532951 (OP)
Learn another language, but don't translate the new word into english. Try to imagine the concept when you read or hear the new word.

>>40532951 (OP)
you got aphantasia or something? Just picture an image in your head. I dunno, an apple or some shit. There. That was a thought without words.