>>40534483
>Significant weed use can lead to schizophrenic breaks of psychosis
That's the point, silly billy.
It's time to study some Plato, learn what the ancients thought "Mania" meant and how the word differs from how you use it today (which is the objectively incorrect way to use it, mind you). You don't find it odd that Schizophrenia cannot be tested for, that you're not allowed to not take medication if someone knows you "have it" and that we can't actually define it.
Consciousness means Awareness. Expanding that awareness, being capable of perceiving/understanding more, means being more Conscious. I'm afraid what "Schizophrenia" actually is, in reality, is only an expanded Awareness. Guess what happens when you use cannabis (properly).
>indica or sativa
There's not a meaningful distinction anymore due to the degree of cross breeding (big win for Diversity™ here, let me tell ya). I wouldn't focus much on the distinction personally. I would, however, look up the strains before you try them and try to avoid anything that may make you feel anxious/paranoid and instead aim for strains which calm or relax you. That will help offset this feeling someone might have.
>am I just burning out?
Judging by your post, the fire is growing, not dimming.
>>40534490
>sloth
Expanded Consciousness may seem like "sloth" to a world full of proles that know nothing but toiling. The big problem here is we weren't meant to toil (though some of us were bred like dogs to do so, unfortunately). Sometimes, when people "unplug" via expanded awareness, it seems like they just sit there. But does that make a lot of sense? Cannabis makes you intensely creative, introspective and cerebral. Just sitting there, eh? You think that's what's happening?
It's more of a "retreat" inward. No, not for a defensible position, but to build a more refined inner world while the importance of the Material collapses - a distant memory from a time, a personality, which now feels foreign.
