>>40537561your posts are funny as fuck dude, they always make me lol.
that is all an illusion, you are in a dream, and if you step forward the path appears, you are working from a materialist paradigm where you think the world outside you is real, you believe the characters outside you hold perception the same as you do and they don't, they don't hold perception anymore than characters in your dream do, only you hold perception, so when you look at someone suffer and think "that could happen to me" then you trap yourself into experiences that otherwise wouldn't have come to you.
what was your youtube channel again, i deleted my youtube account and lost my subscription?
You are God, but you also need to watch severance. and look at innies and outies. God is an outie, you're an innie.
take mushrooms, the goddess loves you, she is all of outside reality, and she submits to your consciousness. inasmuch as you ask her to lead she will trap you in matter and become a demon to you, inasmuch as you assert your will over her she will submit, and she wants to submit, she desires nothing more
take shrooms, do marajuana, any of that shit would work out fine for someone with your predilection.