I just woke up I'm not sure if I even fell asleep or not but I guess I probably did but I feel like I'm not me
Like everything that happened before just a few hours ago was a dream and those memories aren't me
I woke up sweating and being scared I was going to die
I don't know why I'm feeling like this
I feel like I should go to confession even though I'm not religious
Like I woke up and was scared I was going to fall asleep and wake up so I took my earplugs out

>>40538153 (OP)
>>40538153 (OP)
I usually am not schizo but like yesterday or the day before I thought for a split second I saw a shadowy creature on my bed

I have not been doing much of anything out of the ordinary lately so I don't know why I'm feeling so unusually bad
My only guess could be I accidentally took too many sleeping pills and don't remember since I keep them within arms reach in bed but I doubt this since there's only two pills left in the bottle right now and I think it was almost empty this morning before I went to bed

I kept waking up with cold sweats and my heart was fast and my mouth was kind of dry
I just feel weird right now

Otherwise I haven't really been getting enough sleep but I'm not that sleep deprived I got like at least 6 hours of sleep last night

My heart feels like it's going too fast but maybe I'm just panicking and paranoid and I'm being dramatic and I just woke up from a nightmare I can't remember and that's all

Things feel different like when I put my hand on my chest it feels different and my eyes feel different like they're bigger and don't fit in the eye socket like they used to and my vision feels a little different too

I'm more calm then before and I'm starting to feel better though maybe I can go back to sleep

I think I'm going to be okay

>>40539160

I just had another far worse nightmare

bump

>>40538180
why are you taking pills at all? thoughts haunting you? good, dig deep in your mind and process them like a man.
and stop staring your screen before bed ffs

>>40539562
okay