It's not exactly dread, it's sense of "coming full circle", or finally reaching completeness. Reconciling opposing forces, becoming whole. I don't think everyone is going to survive the transformation. I think most people won't, in fact.

I'm scared, but I'm also courageous.

>>40542244 (OP)
https://youtu.be/NyZSUSzyTGA

>>40542993
https://youtu.be/A95QBLePeFw

>And so now begins the Ajaw trecena, which was traditionally welcomed in as a time for celebration. Indeed, in the realm of the Classic Maya, the very first day, One Ajaw, was observed as a highly festive “day of flowers”, during which dancers, singers, song-writers, drummers, storytellers, artists, orators, feast makers, gift-givers, banner-bearers, and flower-bedecked revelers would have been fully engaged in welcoming in the auspicious and joyful One Ajaw (or “One Flower”), representative of the initiation of “Full Sun” or “Full Enlightenment”. It was seen as a day to extol the virtues of creativity in all its diverse forms. As this trecena begins this time, all those who are upholding democracy, celebrating the arts and culture, and pushing back against the forces that have been trying to suppress them should be congratulating themselves for a such a great turnout, and continuing with this very important work, as the battle for freedom continues. Onwards creative soldiers!

https://youtu.be/I4qQbvohrcg